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Why would he think that shit is funny🤦🏿‍♀️

Really enjoying it

I will still be able to hear all the noise from the world beyond – the roar of traffic mothers controlling their children, couples arguing, groups of drunken men singing the whole of ambulances and police cars – and realise nothing, in truth, separates me from the madness outside;once I am within the boundary protected as strange as the sounds, I belong to it maybe it is the smell of safety.

Chaotic family dynamics are always so interesting. Especially seeing how they play out in different cultures.

This don’t feel romantic but jay is romanticising it.

“In the future there will be other occasions in other places far from here, and he will grow accustomed to it but for now the sensation is new”

“Maybe he is afraid of this liberation, and what it might lead to“m
“For many years he has earned for someone to touch him in this way – for the freedom he will experience”

“The blood all gone from his body, his body like marble ivory and it’s Rich paleness “

“As though these words if put into action would mean infinite joy and pleasure, a sense of plenty of fulfilment “

Women again ignored and toss aside. Perceived as a hunched and obedient animals. Yuck!

This is funny. All of Jesus followers that Mary has met so far she’s receiving them as fucking tweakers and on drugs or something because no one’s telling her like what the fuck is going on lol

Trouble is brewing.

Lazarus has risen by the hand of Jesus. Unchanged by death (an insane decision by JC)

“He will rise as all mankind will rise when time relents, when the sea itself becomes a glass stillness “

The dead need time ands silence.
Mary is realizing the level of that Jesus is operating from he’s becoming infamous. Lazarus is dead and if he brings him back. He arrived to late and he relalises. There is nothing he can do. He can no take it upon himself to do the work of someone who is ungoverned by a god. ( though he is god) he knows he must move as though he is merely a man making miracles happen.

So this is the testament of the mother Mary. Her son being Jesus Christ. Her interaction about the chair makes me think she was speaking to Judas.

A woman who grieves her husband still. That’s who the chair belongs to. She realise the young men do not respect her reasoning and her son is no where beside her to vouch for her reasoning.

Is the chair of a man that meant something to her?

I like how the way she talks about things could be set in anytime period. She a very aware woman. Aware of her standing in the live of the men around her.

A mother regrets that she would have enquired more about her son.

It takes me weeks to educate stench of men from these rooms

Kindness that can only be extended by another woman.

Ilya just wants that man all to himself. I don’t blame him. 🥲

This has been adapted to screen perfectly

I’ve go to say disappointed in this book. It felt like it was missing the intensity that the first book carried. 😞

Thinks should not be going this way. SMH😞😞