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The final nail in the coffin is the small bloody handprint on the window, the size of Rivers hands. My girl didn’t leave without a fucking fight, that’s for sure. I know how it ends, but yet I’m waiting for her to escape him anyways. “But this right here, is why she didn’t tell you. I hope you can forgive her.” “I already have,” I whisper.-pg359 time for Mako and Amelia to become a team

My instincts are blaring red right now and I can’t see why just yet. I freeze when his face comes into view. I knew he would come for me. “You betrayed me River. Your own father.” A gasp lodges in my throat. “You look so much like how Barbie did when she was your age. Beautiful. But those eyes, they’re exactly like my mother’s. I hated my mother.”-pg348 what is Billy going to do? Where the hell is Mako?

“He’s coming up behind me, gun in his hand already raised to my head. Then he just stops cold when I lift River up, and he hears the first cries from a little baby. River is what ultimately saved my life that day. As soon as Billy heard her cry, he decided he liked the sound of it. And then made it his life’s mission to hear her cry until the day she escaped Shallow Hill.”-pg336 fucking ominous…

River McAllister’s lips feel like fucking heaven on earth. “Tell me what you want with your words,” “I… I need you.” I’m seconds from losing it as I impale her directly onto my cock. “I like the way you hurt me,” Something primal erupts in my chest. “I’ve waited my whole life for someone like you. Now that I found it, I’m fucking terrified of losing it.”-ch22 he is so gentle, fuck it is hot

“You also didn’t realize it was me that danced with you later that night.” A satisfied smirk crooks the corners of his lips. The fact Mako is the one who I should’ve been with all along. The fact I was so close to having him is almost devastating. “That was what made me fall in love with you, River.” Hot tears burn my eyes. “Come here Mako”-pg317 UGH FINALLY🫠❤️ River grab your man. DEVOUR HIM!

I glance down to see his bloody, shredded knuckles. Mako covered in blood is a delicious sight. I grab his limp dick and begin sawing it off with the box cutter. Then, without further hesitance, I shove the broomstick up Ryan’s ass. Even the duck tape can’t contain Ryan’s screams. It takes a minute for Ryan to pass out from the pain. Another four before he bleeds out and dies.-pg300 gory final minutes🫣 eugh

“Alison and I had sex,” she blurts. “Are you blushing?” she teases. “No. Fuck. Yes. What the fuck? Did you really?” Actively trying to keep my dick from getting rock hard.-pg282
“I’m torturing him,” she confesses softly. His pointer finger is definitely broken. I smile when I realise it’s the same finger Ryan broke on River’s hand. That’s my girl-pg284 they better make Ryan so jealous!!😏

I snap my fingers at him, shooting him the gun signal with a smile. “I fucked your exgirlfriend.”-pg269 random twist
“Daddy dearest.” “That vile piece of shit was sucking my dick at eight years old. I was the weak little boy that got fucked every night.” “Are you sorry for how you treated me?” “I enjoyed every single second of it. I will never be sorry.”-pg271 he makes my skin crawl regardless

In tandem, we both burst into action. He guns for the window while I run to the edge of the house. When he sees the knife I choose, his eyes widen comically. I laugh. I watch as the skin breaks beneath the sharp blade, and I just smile. I finally get him to the attic. Ryan’s body lifts until the tips of his toes touch the ground. He’s here in front of me, helpless, hurt, theres no stopping me.-pg294 REVENGE TIME

She’s incredibly street smart, even when she’s high. I’ve wondered if Barbie is much wiser than she lets on. “Have fun with your Billy 2.0 at home.”-pg232 nice hearing more about her mum
“What I’ve made perfectly clear is I’m not going anywhere until I know she’s safe. And if you look at exhibit A”-he points to my bruised fave-“that hasn’t happened yet.”-p238 to be looked after by Mako

No, no. Not my cat. “I’ll fucking kill him,” he screams, shaking my baby. “Just so you know, I’ve been spiking your drinks with antibiotics. You should be pregnant by now.” He’s lying. He has to be. God, please tell me he’s fucking lying. “And if you ever leave, especially with my baby, I will find you. And when I do, I will kill you.”-pg226 poor lil bilby being attacked😣🐈‍⬛

A sound so fucking musical, it nearly makes me moan. My name. “Mako,” she pants. Fuck it. I want to fucking take her. “I hate that I want you,” she whispers. “Really? I happen to love it.” I love that I scare her. “But that doesn’t mean I can’t watch you touch yourself,” I wait. She’s battling with herself. “Do I get to watch you too, or are you a selfish lover?” She’ll be back.-pg209😍

This case feels personal because it is personal. “We both know he killed your real father, Mako.” I came home to my father dead, in a pool of blood with ‘Ghost’ carved into his chest. This was before the Ghost Killer became the serial killer he is today. And now, sixteen years later, I’m being haunted by the man that turned my father into a ghost.-pg202 I have a feeling the killer is someone Mako knows🤔

In one quick motion, he snaps my finger backwards. I hear the break. I feel it. He grabs me by the hair and swings me into the wall, before he slams my head into the wall.
He promised. He shrugs and gives me a smirk. “You’re my girlfriend River. I own you. I can fuck you whenever I want. Your pussy was available and it turned me on seeing you so vulnerable to me.” “You hurt me.”-pg192 he makes me feel SICK

All I can feel, hear and see is numbness. Wrapping around my organs until it feels like I’m a hollow body bag, nothing left but emptiness. I need out.-pg163
I would’ve prepared for the slide of his dick against the crack of my ass. I scream at the top of my lungs. A punch to the back of my head nearly knocks me unconscious. All I can contemplate is the tool I’ll shove into his ass.-pg177 RIVER LEAVE HIM NOW PLS

The man pushing Brian whips out a gun and aims it at Brian’s head. Pop. Pop. Amar and I both freeze, absolutely stunned from how quickly everything just went to shit. “Did some asshole seriously just kill our biggest lead yet?” I ask. “Fuck. That’s exactly what just happened.” I’m getting closer. But the ghost killer still feels out of reach, taunting me.-pg160 wish we got to read more of Mako’s job

But I never realised that being familiar doesn’t mean being safe. Billy’s hands are familiar. This was a mistake. “I know another man fucked you. I’m willing to still be with you. But I want an apology.” I’m sorry for being raped Ryan.-pg144 THE AUDACITY
Ryan does love me. Love is something otherworldly. Makes you do crazy things. Like, hit them. And stay when you’re hit.-pg150 the reality for couples

“What did he do?” Gently he picks me up, but the searing pain in my ribs is breathtaking. “I’m sorry baby,” he says. “I got you,” he whispers in my ear.-pg125 the way Mako looks after her!!🥰
God, Alison. She was just a woman trying to help another woman. “She was right,” I whisper aloud. “And I’m a fucking idiot.”-pg133 so glad she has finally seen Ryan’s true colours.

My favourite stuffed animal, Rocky, is in my mouth. But I need him. My body, soul and spirit… they’re all giving up on me. Billy said it’s supposed to feel good but all it does is hurt. “Your mother’s pussy is looser than the grand fucking canyon. I don’t have that problem with you.” He said it’s the best he had, but I don’t want to be the best.-pg122 the system let her down, she needed protected!

Billy let me know how much he missed me in front of Barbie. A warning. Be a good little Shallow Hill bitch and you won’t get brutally raped and beaten. You’ll just get softly raped.-pg108 jeez
Fucking a little girl isn’t wrong, but when she reeks of piss? Oh no, that’s gross. The effort caused my bladder to release. I’m forced to lay in it, just like when I was a kid.-pg117 no child should experience this

You’re a ghost,” he says softly. His fingers tighten around my jaw, and all I can do is whisper pleasingly “Billy…” “Ghost,” he whispers. My favs slams into the table before I can brace myself. “You’re stained River. This place is a stain on our soul, and it won’t ever come out.” Barbie’s tripping. She’s only scared he’ll turn his anger on her when he’s done with me. And he will.-pg105

“Please don’t call yourself that” he pleads. “What?” “You’re not a whore River.” Fire blazes from his eyes, it’s not directed towards me, but for me. “That’s your goddamn right, it is your choice to show off your body. Don’t give any man the power to control what you do.” “It’s mine,” I whisper. “It’s yours” he repeats. “No one else’s.”-pg91 such important conversations!!

“He’s good. I’ll give him that.” When I frown, he clarifies, “He’s broken you so effortlessly, the pain hasn’t even hit you yet.”-pg66 when will she wake up and notice!!😩
He smiles, though it doesn’t quite reach his eyes. “Get used to it baby. This is your life now.” Well, that sounded fucking ominous. “Why do you make me do this to you?” he shouts. Handprint bruises are forming.-pg73

Cuffed jeans that hug her ass in ways that should be fucking illegal. Not to mention her white shirt with buttons that are completely undone, teasing wondering eyes of her ample cleavage that’s nearly gobbling up the gold chain hanging between her breasts. She’s beautiful. And altogether, utterly, abso-fucking-lutely tempting. Goddamn it. A beautiful girl reduced to a punching bag.-pg57 Makos a lil flustered😍

“If you’re lying to me, I will hurt you River.” How can two people cohabitate the same house, but it feels like I’m alone? We were fine. We were fucking fine. What happened? I lie awake berating myself for ruining the day. Next time, I will do better.- RIVER NO!!😤
Her hand touches my elbow briefly as she whispers, “be careful.”-pg33 bet Alison was also abused by Ryan and is only trying to warn her

“I love you” he murmurs. He looks at me like I’m a possession. I’m fucking pathetic. Every time I’m asked a question, Ryan squeezes my thigh, warning me to watch my mouth. I can feel a bruise forming. Ryan taps my thigh twice in appreciation.-pg24 I fucking hate him already!!!
He may be hot but I’m in love with Ryan. “Nice to meet you Mako.”-pg21 pls be the ANONYMOUS MAN from 2 years ago🤞🏼

Hid hands grip my hips possessively. Heat soaks my body as an intoxicating smell fills my senses. Absolutely divine. I like a man with control. Still, I don’t look him in the face. I ache for all of him without even seeing his face. And he aches for me too. I step away without looking back. It hurts, but I’d rather he remain anonymous so I don’t look for him.-pg5 oh I hope we meet this mystery man again

Two figures, embracing one another as they twirl. Gigi and Ronaldo are dancing to Frank Sinatra in front of my fireplace. I always wondered if Ronaldo was here with her. Seeing them now, sends tears rushing to my eyes. Even death could not tear them apart, their love surpassing the inevitability of their mortality.-Z&A BONUS together in the afterlife😭 Addie will cherish their love story, as she found her own

I feel… free. I’m just me. Genevieve Matilda Parsons. A woman obsessed with Gothic architecture, wears red lipstick like armour, pours herself into a journal, and who is inlove with a made man. “There will never be another, nor will I live a life without you. Death awaits us all, Genevieve. It will not keep me from you.” In life. And in death.-ch33 she is finally discovering herself🥹 till death and after

I leaned over and took him down my throat. The car swerved, yet there wasn’t a single second I thought to stop. To fear for my life. I was ravenous, I swallowed him down like he was my only source of oxygen. When he erupted, I drank from him like I had gone weeks without a drop of water. He took one look at my face afterwards, swerved the car across two lanes and found a rest stop.-THIS DIARY ENTRY🫢💦