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‘and when he produces the eggs, soft boiled, i arch my back as he inserts one into me, as he swallows the yolk that drips out. exquisitely, devotionally.’

“i love halloween because all the time, everyone wears masks. but one night a year, they do it openly. the dark and forbidden things they wish to be but deny themselves, on halloween they don’t. on halloween, they embrace it, all of it. the hidden parts of the world are exposed, if only for one night. and those things that are truly dark are a little less alone.”

‘i pull out gideon’s tooth and examine it. it is white and nice. distinguished, if a tooth could ever be called such a thing. i could keep it, but i have a better idea. i lift the lid off the jar of teeth on the bar and drop it down inside. an offering to the gods of piña colada.’

‘where is the savagery in women? where is the barbarism?’

maeve out here asking the real questions!!!

‘and his eyes are on mine, this sharpened blade of a body, honed and chiseled and powerful. he is living stone, granite and muscle and blood, hot and hard and pinned beneath me.’

THIS IS TEA!!!!!!!!!!

‘and my wrists are pinned to the cold by his hands, and i am here. there is only this. need and want and breath and blood.’

‘but the deep rumble of his voice awakens the untamed and female in me.’

‘i swing the mace into the top of hilda’s skull.’

knew that was gonna happen. goodbye forever, hilda.

‘and i certainly don’t intend to be around for when he realizes he prefers his missionary style cocaine and martini banality’

‘i don’t feel like putting out though, not tonight, and it would surely be expected. a diversion would be nice, but the eye contact, the human company. i do not want the interaction.’

‘i do not want to go, i do not want to be anywhere.’

‘the man is clearly a sadist, and i have to say i deeply respect him for it.’

‘i inhale the air of the early evening, the bougainvillea bloom perfume, the light slanting sideways, long shadows, late heat, and i revel in the glory that is some degree of certainty about life. that is knowing home and fearing no one.’

i’m literally obsessed with this book already.

‘i saw humans. humans trying so hard to make meaning, to create a space for meaning. an experience. something to be desired.’

‘she has not masturbated, ever, as she is saving herself for a ben or jake or paul who will undoubtedly be a virgin himself. maybe not jake. jakes are sometimes fucks. i don’t know. i’m riffing. i want another bump before we have to go back on shift.’

‘kate’s nose drips another drop of red, mingling with his hair, and i am filled with a deep and unwavering love. for kate. for this job. for all of it.’

what the hell i already love this book.

wait period i’m the same age as the narrator💅🏼✨

‘men are insipid, stupid creatures.’

wow, page 1. i love this book already.

‘god help the man who took elena, because she belongs to only one psychopath.
me.’

“that’s it angel. i’m all yours to use, to devour, to hit and to scratch. however you want to love me, that’s what i’m here for.”

‘that’s my good fucking girl.’

‘i can give an angel her wings.
but i can clip them, too, if it means i get to spend forever with her.’

“what if i want you to break me?” i ask, my eyes not leaving his. “what if i don’t want you to be gentle?”

“then i’ll love you violently instead.”

‘let me see all of you, the parts i’d you that you keep hidden under your scars.’

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“your stubbornness has always irritated me something terrible. you’d best get out of here before i put my foot up your arse and kick you out myself. make her happy. she deserves it, and so do you.”

HAHA i love edwin.

okay bro i get that she’s traumatized but he’s literally just washing her hair. like chill out. HE AIN’T DOING NOTHING RELAX!!!!

‘i’m happy that a serial killer is coming to my family home.
there is something seriously wrong with me.’

bruh me core fr

‘his stiff body is hanging upside down by his ankles from the rooftop of hellfire lounge. it’s swaying in the cool november breeze like a fucked-up pendulum.’

“you’re the silencer.”

YEAH NO SHIT ELENA!

“want to join the mile high club?”

WELL YESSSSSSSS💅🏼