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"I want his sickness to infect me like poison, spreading throughout my bloodstream to taint me with his darkness."

I don't want a relationship like that, I don't, no. Oh my God.

Who am I kidding?? I'm craving ittt. Wanting is not enough😫😫😫.

"I want to fucking kill him for being so stupid.
I want to kiss him without hurting him.
I want to lock him in the basement as punishment for what he said.
I want to wrap my arms around him and touch him tenderly.
I want to throw him from my life so he can never change it.
I want to hold on to him so tightly he can never leave."

I fucking love how sick he is 😩

“I killed for you.” His lips twisted around the confession. “And I’d do it all over again without a second thought. Killing. Dying. Stealing. Torturing.There is not a red line in this world I wouldn’t cross for you.” 🤭

“Listen to me carefully, Gia. I am yours. All of me belongs to you. My body—yours. Brain—yours. Money—yours. Kingdom—yours. Every inch. Every cell. Every atom. Every single breath has your name on it.”

“And your heart? Is it mine too?”

“Oh, Apricity. If I had a heart to give, it would be yours. Without question.”

Gigglingg, kicking my feet😝😝

It's so good I can't keep reading omfg.

What happened was so sick, but I can't stop grinning

“I choose you, Ilya. I promise I will always, always choose you.” Shane's eyes began to shimmer. He took a deep breath and said, “Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov, will you marry me?”

Okay I'm crying right now. They're so beautiful oh god. I feel like a proud mother😭🫂🤧

"I already chose you, Hollander" 😭😭😭

How can one give a hug to a fictional character? Bcuz I need to hug Ilya right now, he's so precious😓.

"Ilya watched Shane drive away. He stood on his front step for several minutes after, staring in the direction the car had gone, and shivering in his gym shorts and T-shirt. Then, he went inside, closed the door, and burst into tears. When he’d finished crying, some uncertain amount of time later, he felt more exhausted than he had after any hockey game."

I'm not okayyy🤧❤️‍🩹

The babysitter scene! Omg I'm about to burst into tears🥹🥹🥹

Ilya loves Shane so tenderly that it makes me feel lonely T-T

Guys, I can't sleep bcuz of how much I think about Shane and Ilya. GAWWDD😭

“What is your room number?” Rozanov asked.
“Fourteen ten,” Shane said, far too quickly.
Rozanov’s mouth twitched up. “If I knock on door of room 1410 tonight...maybe around nine?”
Shane fought to keep his voice even. “I might open the door.”
Rozanov smiled. “I might knock.”

GIGGLINGGG🤭

What happened to "hello", "how are you", "my name is"?? What happened to them?

The mmc is cringing me out.

Henry is good, but I'm rooting for Luc. My brain pictures him as Tom Riddle from Harry Potter.

"I remember you" 😭😭


(btw, why does it show the book 787 pages?)

I'm confused. Henry is bi?

"He looked like that old Lana Del Rey song come to life."

🤤💋💗

I'm flabbergasted rn.

I've missed Queen's writing soo much. I just now this book is also a god tier.

“I don’t want to want you.”
"I know."
“We can be friends, but I can’t do anything more. I can’t do that to Kason. I just…”
“And I can’t just be your friend, Nix. I don’t know how.”

😭🔪

I want him more than oxygen; the very thing I need to survive in this fucked-up reality where he’s supposedly with my best friend. Regardless of all the reasons why I shouldn’t, despite all logic that defies it…I want him.

Say less🤤

I didn't know best friend's bf was my favourite trope!! The chemistry is INSANE🥵

this is soo hilarious, I can'ttt😆

“Why do you make it so hard to defend you?”
“Don’t defend me. You’ll only be fooling yourself.”
“I’ve been fooling myself for far too long now. Even now that you almost killed my friend, I am here.”

These two are killing me!😫

Holly shit! The shower scene!!❤️‍🔥🫦. My cheeks are on fire. Read it while listening to Skin by Rihanna.