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"An entirely pointless conversation, if you ask me, considering I'm her legal guardian and neither of them has a say in her treatment options anymore.
She doesn't have a say either."

So fucking sus. What did he make her do? Cause that woman can't go THAT mad in the span of a couple of weeks. Also that flashback? Sussussus

"The good news is that she hasn’t and will not find out about how this happened."

"An entirely pointless conversation, if you ask me, considering I’m her legal guardian and neither of them has a say in her treatment options anymore. She doesn’t have a say either."

So fucking sus. Did he push her? What did he make her do? Cause that woman can't go THAT mad in a span of a few weeks. Also that flashback? Sussussus

I picked up Hothouse Flower cause I needed some contemporary romance to sedate the anguish Mother of Death & Dawn left. And Lily was always mentioned as this meek girl but I felt like she had more to her than just that so I picked up Addicted to You. Now that I'm not consumed by the ending of the-book-that-must-not-be-named I'm feeling well enough to dive back into the fantasy world.
Broadbent, don't break me again.

I picked up Hothouse Flower cause I needed some contemporary romance to sedate the anguish Mother of Death & Dawn caused and Lily was always mentioned as this meek girl—but I felt like she had more to her than just that so I picked up Addicted to You. Now that I'm not consumed by the ending of the-book-that-must-not-be-named I'm feeling well enough to dive back into the fantasy world. Broadbent, don't break me again.

I chose to read Hothouse Flower cause I needed some contemporary romance to sedate the anguish Mother of Death & Dawn caused, & Lily was always mentioned as a meek girl but I felt like she had more to her than just that—so I picked up Addicted to You. Now that I'm not consumed by the ending of the-book-that-must-not-be-named I'm feeling well enough to dive back into the fantasy world. Broadbent, don't break me again.

I chose to read Hothouse Flower cause I needed some contemporary romance to sedate the anguish Mother of Death & Dawn caused, & Lily was always mentioned as a meek girl but I felt like she had more to her than just that—so I picked up Addicted to You. Now that I'm not consumed by the ending of the-book-that-must-not-be-named I'm feeling well enough to dive back into the fantasy world. Broadbent, don't break me again.

I chose to read Hothouse Flower cause I needed some contemporary romance to sedate the anguish Mother of Death & Dawn caused. Tho Lily was always mentioned as a meek girl & I felt like she had more to her than just that, hence I picked up Addicted to You.
Now that I'm not consumed by the ending of the-book-we-must-not-name, I'm feeling well enough to dive back into the fantasy world. Broadbent, don't break me again.

Connor fucking Cobalt is back in the room bitches!!

Connor fucking Cobalt is in the room bitches!!

the end.

What a bittersweet end. But what about Aefe & Caduan. My heart still aches for them. This could have gone a different way. The war could have been prevented and they both could have lived. I understand the plot, the story, the message, but selfishly, i wanted them to have their happy ending as well. Just the mere possibility of that ending makes my chest ache, and my heart swell.

❤️‍🩹

“How hard do you think it would be, Councilor,” I said, “to create something new? Something that did fulfill that promise?”

I love her. I have never met a soul more patriotic that hers. She's the patriot of humanity at its core.

"Aefe didn’t move for us. She only stood there amidst her churning magic, her shoulders heaving, staring—as if she was trying to understand something about us and failing. Gods, she seemed so different now than when I last saw her. She had an almost childlike face. Huge, sad eyes. They looked even sadder now."

"Keep talking to me.” Once the tears began, I could not stop them. “Keep talking to me, Max.”
But the words never came.

Don't do this to me. Don't do this to me now.

I can't digest what was done to Aefe. I try to process it but the contents leave a sour taste on my tongue, react with my blood, make my stomach churn. This cant be it, right? There is more to Aefe. Tell me Reshaye is not dead. & what Nura is planning to do with those fey? Turning them into another Reshaye, in a room of pain and white and white and white—
I need Tisaanah to know about Aefe, not just Reshaye but Aefe.

The similarities between Aefe & Tisaanah, but the sheer contrast between Tisaanah & Reshaye. I am sick.

"Pain. A flash of white, white, white. A fragment of golden hair. A glance of mossy green."

"I hate Ishqa so much that I sear my hate into my soul."

But the way she did indeed sear that hate into her soul. The way the only feeling she remembered was betrayal & the only thing she craved was vengeance.

I am ill.

I can't digest what was done to Aefe. I try to process it but the contents leave a sour taste on my tongue, react with my blood, make my stomach churn. This cant be it, right? There is more to Aefe. Tell me Reshaye is not dead. & what Nura is planning to do with those fey? Turning them into another Reshaye, in a room of pain and white and white and white—
I need Tisaanah to know about Aefe, not just Reshaye but Aefe.

The similarities between Aefe & Tisaanah, but the sheer contrast between Tisaanah & Reshaye.
I am sick.

"Pain. A flash of white, white, white. A fragment of golden hair. A glance of mossy green."

"I hate Ishqa so much that I sear my hate into my soul."

But the way she did indeed sear that hate into her soul. The way the only feeling she remembered was betrayed & the only thing she craved was vengeance.

I am ill.

The similarities between Aefe and Tisaanah, but the sheer contrast between Tisaanah and Reshaye. I am sick.

"Suddenly there was pain. A flash of white, white, white. A fragment of golden hair. A glance of mossy green."

"I hate Ishqa so much that I sear my hate into my soul."

But the way she did indeed sear that hate into her soul, the betrayal that cut too deep.

I am ill.

I am sick.

"𝘊𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘢𝘯" This name will haunt me. Oh god— I can't—
He was gone, just like that. How can I—𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘮𝘦. It was like their story ended before it could even begin. Like he died before he could even 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦.

"𝘊𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘢𝘯" This name will haunt me. Oh god— I can't—
He was gone, just like that. How can I—𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘮𝘦. It was like their story ended before it could even begin. Like died before he could even 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦.

"𝘊𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘢𝘯" This name will haunt me. Oh god— I can't—
He was gone, just like that. How can I—𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘮𝘦. It was like their story ended before it could even begin, like died before he could even 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦.

His last words were—
"There is more than this," he murmured. "And I want you to live to see it, Aefe. Don't throw it away here. This is just a battle. Not the war."

This can't be happening.
I can't process this. Believe me, i tried.

H

"𝗜𝘀𝗵𝗾𝗮 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱, 𝗾𝘂𝗶𝗲𝘁𝗹𝘆, "𝗛𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝘃𝗶𝘃𝗲."
No. No. 𝘕𝘰. 𝘗𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘯𝘰.