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the first derry interlude really fucked me up. my heart is genuinely palpitating right now.

i need to stop reading cause i have work to do BUT I DONT WANT TO (imagine me throwing a tantrum right now, that’s how i feel inside)

i’m color coding my annotations: orange for descriptions of dealing with trauma. my orange tabs are running out.

god, this man knows how to write. and has absolutely no mercy when depicting the most horrendous scenes you could possibly imagine. AND WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT TURTLE???

this is already so fucked i love it

i wonder if she loved john waters

rip susan sontag you would’ve loved unhhhh the show where we talk about whatever we want cause it’s our show and not yours
(reading this incredibly slow because i’m annotating it to hell and back)

eu queria MUITO amar esse livro, pelo que me contavam parecia que ele tinha muito potencial de virar um favorito. mas faz dois meses que eu estou lendo e eu só não desisto porque já estou bem no final. parece que ele se esforça demais pra ser profundo e poético, ao invés de só ser. “atualmente a tua mente atua ou mente?” essa vibe

GREAT smut holy shit. i was listening to this on the train like “haha they’re on the train too” and then… oh? am i blushing in public????

GREAT smut holy shit. i was listening to this on the train like “haha they’re on the train too” and then… oh? am i blushing in public????

ESTOU CANSADA DE NÃO ME SENTIR INCRÍVEL.

não acredito que a cecilia invadiu minha casa, roubou meus diários e decidiu usá-los de base pra esse livro. eu juro que escrevi algumas dessas frases palavra por palavra. aff, realmente nenhuma experiência é exclusiva…

carmy berzatto would relate a lot to this guy

giving romance one last chance. i was told that this one is similar to the best romcom to ever exist, when harry met sally, so of course id give it a try

finishing this book has become somewhat of a personal challenge but oh my god i’m not a romance girl. all sound the same. all dialogues are unrealistic and infuriating. people don’t sound like people, they sound like children. at least the smut was good.

i truly don’t wanna sound like “i’m not like other girls” but omg i can’t with the names january and augustus. my suspension of disbelief can only go so far.

woke up at 5am and couldn’t go back to sleep so started this to kill time lol

here because of luigi mangione

“[she wondered] what she could do to convince people she’s crazy, therefore a victim, and not an asshole, therefore just an asshole.”

OH NO NOT JILLIAN MAKING HER LISTEN TO GOSPEL MUSIC damn that was my life fr

megan’s thoughts are so mean but, as someone who worked in a hospital, i think they’re completely justifiable lmao

this is absolutely insane. she’s an icon.

“is this what conversion feels like?” cause i just got converted to an amanda montell stan

reading film theory so i can write about film with more authority but it keeps reminding me why i don’t like it that much: it’s just people focusing on a specific aspect of filmmaking, devoid of ANY narrative and historical context, giving opinions slightly different from each other to the point of exhaustion. i hope the essays themselves are less confusing.

reading film theory so i can write about film with more authority but it keeps reminding me why i don’t like it that much: it’s just people focusing on a specific aspect of filmmaking, devoid of ANY narrative and historical context, giving opinions slightly different from each other to the point of exhaustion. i hope the essays themselves are less confusing.