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im like two pages into the first chapter and we’ve already hit STRIKE ONEEEEEEEEE as our main character (a young, powerful sorcerer) stricken with grief over the turning of his twin brother into an immortal of the night (a vampire) by (apparently) THE lilith (which he considers a fate worse than dying) also cannot stop himself from feeling “a terrible arousal” over the “white swell of her breasts”

this shit is making me feel like im planning my own suicide while high, great time when you’re suicidal yourself but probably not so fun to people who don’t really get it

what happens to nicky is no surprise to me but it’s still awful and lestats reactions to it are painful but learning of how horribly attached lestat was to his father and brothers back home is almost worse bc like babygirl, you literally ran away bc you hated living there so much. and yet. and yet. and it’s like jesus!!!!!!!! fuck

anne’s works are so deeply philosophical… i wish i were smarter in general so i could tell you if they are smart philosophical or fake smart philosophical but they are certainly something of a dissertation on life in themselves

“and after all, i had never been very good at obeying rules” fjjddjfjfjjfjf

reading about how lestat first acts about armand vs how he will act about him later is so fucking funny… “this is true love” okay, girl… i got news…

i dare say one must imagine nicolas playing tartini like that

the chapter where he turns nicolas… worst thing ever, im gonna throw up!!! HIS LOVE, HIS NICOLAS!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

“and then I would find words to tell him how I was so scared, as if I were being stuffed farther and farther into a black, airless sack with no way out.“

SO true

starting to grow uncomfortably erratic at times

find the idea of someone so clear about men’s role in women’s lives and the absurdity of marriage to still get married and let that marriage ruin them entire just… horrible. poor girl

the scene where they watch the birth of the child? terrific.

i know we say acok is largely setup but the way every single pov ends on a cliffhanger is so sick of george…

jons hands mangled by trying and succeeding to save a life… just as catelyns hands are mangled by trying and succeeding to save a life… oh george

makes so much sense anyway that tyrion connects with jon… he too never knew his mother, he too was scorned by the lady of the house (cersei), he too has a brother he loves more than anything, he too wants his fathers approval so bad yet always has to compete for it with that brother he loves so much, he too feels kind of Wrong and and Outsider in his family…

things really going from bad (theon greyjoy holds winterfell) to worse (ramsay bolton holds winterfell and the boltons are lying pieces of shit traitor scum)

maester luwin not feeling too good over poor ser rodrick being slain, ive always said thats the kinda old man yaoi we deserve… anyway, theon? pathetic and disgusting. ramsay? the worst piece of filth ever walking these kingdoms…

theon is the kind of character i struggle to write most bc he is just so utterly and insanely pathetic and disgusting about it… just pmo

COME ON BLOOD OF THE NORTH CHILD OF WINTERFELL

the sansa/sandor chapter is absolute fucking madness

PODRICK 😭😭😭

tyrion having so much plot armour he somehow becomes jaime in battle, killing men left and right while not being struck even once lmao

the fact that there are genuinely people who do not like catelyn is making me feel insane… like wdym… wdym….. she’s literally the GREATEST

rip jons team ✊😔

knowing the news of brans and rickons deaths are fake doesn’t make it less horrifying to experience as catelyn… truly insanity

ghost missing his siblings and saying he had “lost their scent” bc they were too far away and howling to let them know he’s there… im gonna lay down and cry, i fear!!!

my poor darling sansa, my sweet angel 😭 GOD

you turn the page and see “sansa” and immediately go UGH GOD YES. FINALLY SOME GOOD FUCKING FOOD.

“He could give her a quick clean death, at least. was his father’s son. Wasn’t he? Wasn’t he?“

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO GEORGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

jesus, now he’s thinking of robb again… this is the third time this chapter jon is remembering one or both of his brothers, im gonna puke… he misses them………. and you have to wonder how often robb thinks of jon…………… IF ONLY THERE WERE A WAY TO KNOW @ GEORGE