aureylia’s Reviews > God of Fury > Status Update

crying bc i haven’t felt this much like myself in so long. i truly don’t know who i am without this book and my life doesn’t feel real and hasn’t for so long and this book makes me feel. just feel. i’m always numb and impassive and grey but having any emotion at all feels so strange and i don’t know what to do with it now that it’s here again

starting another reread. put off on rereading bc this book breaks me & it’s the only thing that got me through last year alive but i’m going to fucking shatter when i read it again but i miss it so desperately i don’t know who i am without this book and i seriously can’t function and im going to be sick and i can’t do it

2 more chapters until my heart gets stomped on. my breath still catches and my chest still tightens at every emotional scene. just like the first time i read it. this book is genuinely the only thing that makes me feel okay. that pulls me out of my own head long enough that i am okay with my own existence

6th reread let’s goooooooo ugh i want the words from this book injected into my bloodstream bc at this point, it is the only think that makes me happy or holds my sanity together

i’m on my 5th reread. finished the 4th reread about 15 seconds ago, onto the 5th now 😅

i’m just playing tag between my “currently reading” and “read” shelves. FOURTH reread. I’ll finish and immediately rewind the audiobook and immediately flip back to page one in my book. between my kindle, audiobook, and physical book, almost every page has at least one thing highlighted. I. FUCKING. LOVE. THIS. BOOK. BURY ME WITH THIS BOOK FUCKIN PLEASEEEE

rereading again. for sure in my top 5 books of all time. audiobook makes it even better

the audiobook makes it even better. niko is HILARIOUS

i’m obsessedddd with nikolai. already know this is gone be one of my favs in the series