kasio’s Reviews > trans girl suicide museum > Status Update

still think the same as before. someone in a review wrote how transness really is contagious in its personalized manifestations and i do so feel that right now. to me this museum still keeps my mind locked to those often repeated questions of “will i ever stop being okay with leaving this world”. but hannah’s doing a good job at making me feel not quite as stuck in this cyclical self-ascribed “isolation”

i think im reading this at the exact perfect time in my life, where i am so consumed by ideations of my own demise that i have no origin point for. im in this museum. im on the seesaw. trash is piling on the other end, threatening to fling me off into an unending darkness, and something is keeping me weighed to this fragile reality of mine