Lucia’s Reviews > The Winners > Status Update

Bro the book is almost finished and IT HASN'T HAPPENED YET 😭😭😭 please just let it happen already, it's giving me so much anxiety because it could literally happen any page now and I can't do this anymore 😭😭 I need to rip the fucking bandaid off but I can't do it if I don't know where the fucking bandaid is 😭😭😭

I love Maya and Benji's friendship so much... This book is going to destroy me, isn't it? I can already feel it coming

The way I can't read this book in public with how much I'm sobbing and then laughing two seconds later or people will think I'm manic

I knew it was her 😭😭😭 Benji would not have left that quickly if it wasn't someone close to him 😭

Did I finally gather the courage to tackle with book? Yes. Am I ready for it? Absolutely not.

One day I will finish this book.
Today (and probably the rest of my life) is not that day.

I've only read the first page and let me tell you, if I've waited this long to read this book just to have Benji die, I might as well burn the book and pretend it never existed 🤗