Miray Aydem’s Reviews > The Survivor Wants to Die at the End > Status Update

read this a couple days ago but never updated it oops

sometimes i think this book kinda sucks. like paz is not as well written as he deserves to be and he and alano have a really scary dependent relationship. nevertheless i genuinely cannot stop reading this it's like consuming all of my thoughts and it's kinda freaking me out but I NEED to finish this

sometimes i think that paz is acting more like what textbooks might describe a depressed person to act like that what an actual depressed person acts like... like i feel like he's the embodiment of how depressed people typically act than a genuine depressed person. but i don't have depression so idrk

"My heart is pounding. 'I'm so honored, I would kill for the chance to play this role.'
'You sort of have,' Orion says. 'Didn't you, Paz?'"
oh i wouldve kms right then and there