lucas’s Reviews > The Course of the Heart > Status Update

planning has begun for a kell halloween costume. all i need is a red coat, some gold thread (and to learn to embroider), a black contact lens, and a stone. and to convince my friends that we need a fancy dress pub crawl for our first full capacity reuinion since june. i've wanted to do this for years and i will be damned if i don't manage it at least once

i am so confused !! i know that that is the point and this book isn't really supposed to make sense. but still. i am so confused. and it is not a sensation that i experience often or particularly enjoy

'lucas rarely drank anything. when he did, he became a clinical parody of himself, swinging helplessly between elation and depression' can confirm this is what happens when i drink. massively cut down on my alcohol intake after second year and now a couple shots is all it takes to get to the depression/elation precipice