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Then his thrusts feel even harder, deeper, no escape or reprieve available, his body trapped as Nathan pounds him hard enough to make Carter’s mind fucking scramble.
There’s enough of his mind to realize one thing, though. One strange, unexpected, mind-blowing, confusing as fuck, thing.
Nathan, when being sir, has been holding back.
Carter is in nowhere near the right mindset to even begin to fucking analyze that.
— Oct 27, 2025 06:44AM
There’s enough of his mind to realize one thing, though. One strange, unexpected, mind-blowing, confusing as fuck, thing.
Nathan, when being sir, has been holding back.
Carter is in nowhere near the right mindset to even begin to fucking analyze that.
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Nathan pushes to his feet. He looks at his reflection in the mirror.
The same one he stared at earlier. The image of the man Carter Beckett loves.
He takes a very deep breath.
Then, "It's time, Maison."
"Time?"
And Nathan has never felt so sure of anything.
"It's time we tell Carter the truth."
~ BITCH (LOVINGLY) YOU CANNOT JUST END THE BOOK HERE!?!?!??!??!? I REFUSE!!!!!!
— Oct 27, 2025 06:56AM
The same one he stared at earlier. The image of the man Carter Beckett loves.
He takes a very deep breath.
Then, "It's time, Maison."
"Time?"
And Nathan has never felt so sure of anything.
"It's time we tell Carter the truth."
~ BITCH (LOVINGLY) YOU CANNOT JUST END THE BOOK HERE!?!?!??!??!? I REFUSE!!!!!!
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"If you promise to stay with me until I’m done with you, if you promise to remain unbroken, then yes, I'll kill you. I promise I'll kill you. I'll make it quick. Painless. And when we rape you, when it's time to hurt you in front of Maison, I'll drug you so you're too out of your mind to even feel it."
...
"Thank you!" he sobs. Once he's started, he can't seem to stop.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you."
~ :(
— Oct 27, 2025 06:54AM
...
"Thank you!" he sobs. Once he's started, he can't seem to stop.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you."
~ :(
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"If you don't promise," the boy says carefully, having managed to get his crying under control enough for him to have a rational conversation. "I'll do it before you catch Maison. I'll ruin your plans."
"Sweetheart…"
"I almost did it once already."
"What?"
"After the party. I had it planned, but then…" Carter looks away from him, shrugging. "God, I was so tired. I couldn't get myself to do it."
— Oct 27, 2025 06:53AM
"Sweetheart…"
"I almost did it once already."
"What?"
"After the party. I had it planned, but then…" Carter looks away from him, shrugging. "God, I was so tired. I couldn't get myself to do it."
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"Carter, that's enough."
"I'll do it myself!" the boy warns.
For a moment, Nathan almost scoffs.
Then he sees the look in Carter's eyes. He's fucking serious. He'll do it.
Carter refuses to live this life any longer than he has to. He’s made up his mind. When did that happen? When did Carter come to the conclusion that death would be better than this?
— Oct 27, 2025 06:53AM
"I'll do it myself!" the boy warns.
For a moment, Nathan almost scoffs.
Then he sees the look in Carter's eyes. He's fucking serious. He'll do it.
Carter refuses to live this life any longer than he has to. He’s made up his mind. When did that happen? When did Carter come to the conclusion that death would be better than this?
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“You said once that you might kill me, after you’re done with me.” When Nathan says nothing, just holding perfectly still, Carter pushes forward. “I was wondering if maybe you’d promise me you’ll do that.”
“Promise to do what?”
“Kill me.”
~ I hate life
— Oct 27, 2025 06:52AM
“Promise to do what?”
“Kill me.”
~ I hate life
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Not for the first time, Carter’s strength leaves Nathan breathless. He doesn’t know how he got this lucky. Meeting Carter has been like a fucking religious experience.
~ :(
— Oct 27, 2025 06:48AM
~ :(
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That’s the difference between them, Nathan realizes. Nathan shut himself down to survive. He put Travis in a box and replaced him with a monster. Carter is hanging onto himself to survive. He’s clinging to his humanity and refusing to let it be taken from him. What does that say about Nathan?
What does it say about Carter?
— Oct 27, 2025 06:47AM
What does it say about Carter?
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Then Carter is fucking coming again.
Things go fuzzy then. Blissfully fuzzy.
The only thing that makes its way through his sex-induced haze are three words. “I love you.”
And Carter’s vocabulary returns with some words of his own. “I love you, too.”
~ Gonna crash out
— Oct 27, 2025 06:46AM
Things go fuzzy then. Blissfully fuzzy.
The only thing that makes its way through his sex-induced haze are three words. “I love you.”
And Carter’s vocabulary returns with some words of his own. “I love you, too.”
~ Gonna crash out
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He sucks the spot.
Nathan’s control snaps.
~ So what happened to Carter being in control? This is my one thing, Nathan gives him power then takes it away cuz he can't control himself...
— Oct 27, 2025 06:40AM
Nathan’s control snaps.
~ So what happened to Carter being in control? This is my one thing, Nathan gives him power then takes it away cuz he can't control himself...
