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Kierkegaard SHOUT OUT

I don't think I could ever unconditionally forgive people

Hm, I think I'm an older brother. I'm trying to work on it, and I'm even fighting my own sense of pride in "I'm not like these religious people" but really I'm no better

"It is impossible to forgive someone if you feel superior to him or her."

Okay this is kinda sick

For the life of me I can't figure out why this is on my TBR, idk what reel / video essay / reading vlog could have possibly inspired this because this book isn't even fiction!! It's just an explanation of Christianity

THE END
The world continues in Crave the Villain, an MM romance centered on Cyrus, Marcus’s half-brother.

~ I actually couldn't care less

Fais dodo, mon petit trésor,
Maman veille, même quand il fait noir.
Ferme les yeux, garde bien ton ciel,
Si je pars, je serai dans tes ailes.
Dors, mon cœur, oublie les voix,
Quand tu trembles, pense seulement à moi.
Si demain je ne suis plus là,
Dans tes rêves, je te prendrai dans mes bras.

~ IT'S SO FUCKING SWEET IM DYING KILL ME

DR. DURAT AND LENIN BEING FAKE IS SO CRAZY OMG

It wasn’t temporary.
Preston didn’t get up.

~ I'M SORRY WHAT!??!! HE FUCKING DIED!??!?!?

“I’m sorry,” I try to say, but my tongue feels thick, my mouth glued with the taste of iron.
I’m sorry, I loved you.
The words stay trapped behind my teeth as my vision tilts and goes dark at the corners.
I’m sorry.
I’m so sorry.
Seems that’s what I can do best. Just apologize like my parents.
I’m sorry I ruined your life just like I ruined mine, Marcus.
Turns out, I’m the one saying goodbye after all.

~ :(

Omg what a drama queen (okay so shit happened and he's allowed to be but me not knowing makes it annoying OKAY)

Dad: We need to discuss your behavior yesterday.
Preston: Or you can have someone handle me
Dad: What?
Preston: Sure, Dad. Let’s pretend *someone* doesn’t exist. Makes both our lives easier.
Dad: Preston. Who is someone?
Preston: Right. Right. We’re doing this. Gaslighting King

~ This is taking me out

They really go back and forth. It's kinda giving Bran and Niko....

AHHHHHHH NOOOO, PRESTON MY POOKIEEEEEE :(

Miley is so cute

As I pull away, Preston’s watching me with shivering, glistening lips. And I realize with damning reality that I’ll probably never get enough of him.
Maybe I should just trap him, so he won’t get the chance to leave.

~ Omg I didn't process this last time, Marcus is diabolical and I love him

Okay why is this book so long, it's actually kinda getting to me now

PRESTON, TURN THE SHOWER OFF!!! MARCUS' MUM WORKS HARD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO WASTE IT ALL ON THE WATER BILL!!!!

If I were him, I would’ve gotten rid of me ages ago. And yet even as he sees me at my lowest, at my most shameful moment, he’s not running away.

~ I feel called out cuz I would also have left Preston long ago...

Insane rich people propaganda, always on some "he's richer than I ever was because he had his family's love"

Preston keeps pissing me off and I know its not his fault but omg he pmo. He's a character so I give him slightly less grace okay!!!

I do think we have a problem with Preston being touched when he doesn't want to but I will give Marcus the only credit of it's gotta be impossible from the outside to tell when Preston is gonna flip

I switch up so fast... I'm tearing up for Preston. Rina Kent is a magician

I do NOT accept slander to Marcus' mother. He's lucky Marcus is still enamoured by him for some reason. I would deck this mf so bad

Diabolical, I love Marcus