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Group therapy going crazy cuz the other survivors are valid to question Travis for treating Carter as he did, then telling him the truth, then them keeping the others in the dark. But also what did they want Travis to do? he was there to act as a horrible fucking person. Idk, its obvi complicated af

Two young men come around the corner at the same time Travis is leaving the kitchen, both familiar faces, one more than the other. It’s Gabe, the slave who was only in the house shortly before the bust, and Nolan. Gabe visibly flinches.
Nolan drops straight to his knees with a gasped, “Master Roarke!”
...
“Don’t touch me! D-don’t. Don’t touch me. They - they promised you can’t touch me anymore.”

~ Holy shit

Wtf is wrong with Maison!?!? He knows is eat Travis up inside to do anything to Carter. And he KNEW Travis fell in love with him way before they told him the truth. This better all be to try get them to leave each other cuz he doesn't see this turning out healthy or I will cut a bitch.

“It took days for Travis to get himself to tell you the truth. Probably because he wanted to fuck you a few more times.”
“He wouldn’t do that. Travis wouldn’t do that to me.”
“Don’t you put him on a fucking pedestal. Not when he’s in your bed as we speak. What’d you do, Carter? Did you fuck your rapist?”
“Fuck you, Maison. You know what? I’m not worried about you anymore. I hope it fucking hurt when they raped you.”

He raped you, a voice reminds Carter.
But he had to.
He lied to you.
But he thought it was for the best.
You became fucking suicidal.
But then he told the truth.
You don't even know him. The man you fell in love with was a lie. A character he made up. There's a chance you don't even like who Travis really is.

~ This trilogy eats so hard

One last time.
It becomes a motto.
An excuse.
A lie they cling to.

~ Dramatic <3

I'M SO EXCITED FOR AFTER(TM)

“Can we be them? Just one more time? [pet and sir] Not even to fuck or anything. Just to sleep here together. To - to hold each other. To be together. I - I just need sir. Just one last time. Please?"
How could he ever say no?
“Okay,” Travis says quietly.
“Just one last time,” Carter whispers.
Travis nods, pressing a kiss to Carter’s messy hair. “One last time.”
They both know it’s a lie.

~ My pookies :)

“What?” Travis asks, not taking a glass like the others. “Is Carter okay?”

~ THIS IS NOT A DRIL, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME TRAVIS HAS SPOKEN!!!

I'm getting GIDDY excited

“They won’t hurt me. It won’t be like Henley. I’ll kneel in front of Maison so it’s like a taunt, and they can come up and use my mouth. Easy. And it won’t be more than a few minutes.”

~ Better hope it stays a Plan B

Carter has to tilt his head to see what Nathan drew. When he realizes what it is, his breath catches in his throat.
He drew Carter. He drew him sleeping in the bed, face pressed against the pillow, lips slightly parted, a lock of hair falling onto his forehead. The blankets are pushed down and tangled in his legs. One hand is curled on the mattress, like he’s reaching for something. Or someone.

~ nvm, no callback

“Fine. I’ll draw something for you. But not right now. Time is up.”

~ this will be a great callback next book

Carter takes a drink. It’s strong, but good. Really fucking good. He offers the bottle to Nathan. He takes it with a warm smile, bringing it to his lips. Carter has never been so jealous of a bottle.
Nathan hands the bottle back and Carter immediately takes another drink. It has absolutely nothing to do with the way he wishes he could feel Nathan’s lips against his own.

~ Gay

“This is your guilt talking. You want to punish yourself for what’s happened to Carter. But they’ll fucking wreck you, man.
You have no idea what these guys will do. I won’t-”
“You will. You will let them rape me and beat me and do whatever the fuck they want with me, Nathan. That’s an order.”
Bile burns in Nathan’s throat. “Fine…”

~ Oh my days

“We agreed that you’d fuck around a little, beat me unconscious, then dump me in a cage for the night. But that was before Carter.”
“Okay…”
“I want you to let your closest men rape me.”
Nathan’s knees feel weak. “No.”

~ HOLY SHIT

Imagine having accepted this is your forever then needing to process the after, would be SO mindfucky

Nvm, Casey took it surprisingly well

“We…” he pauses, looking around some more. He’s clearly still worried about cameras. This time when he shuffles his feet, he moves closer to Carter. Close enough to lean in and whisper, “We should call 911. With that phone. We have to call 911, Carter. Now.”
Oh.
Oh fuck.

~ Well fuck, absolutely do not do that. Gonna be heartbreaking to watch them fight

Travis freaking out cuz now he has to live a life in which this case is over :(

“Maybe when this is all over…” he takes a breath. The firework explodes. It’s huge and bright and beautiful. Maybe they could be huge and bright and beautiful. “Who knows… maybe I’ll fall in love with Travis.”
“Yeah.” Nathan tightens his hold on Carter. “Maybe you will.”

~ :(

“I love you too, Carter.”
“I know. I just don’t know if after everything we’ve been through together… I don’t know if it’s enough, Nate.”
Nathan releases a slow breath. “I worried that was the case.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t. You don’t have to be sorry for a goddamn thing, Carter.” Nathan presses a kiss to the crown of his head. “Whatever happens with us, I just want you to be happy, okay? That’s all I want for you.”

And suddenly - fucking magically - there are a hundred tiny bursts across the sky.
Fireworks.
“You-” Carter has to stop and swallow hard to keep from crying. “You remembered.”

~ I'm gonna cry

It’s safer with his back to Nathan. Much safer. Especially when he feels Nathan’s hand gently rest on his shoulder, and he realizes that this awful thing he’s feeling isn’t just jealousy of the past, but a heartbreaking realization that this could be his future. Nathan, sleeping with other men.

~ It's so fucked

“Carter, you don’t get off on being tortured or raped. You get off on being dominated in certain situations. You get off on being good for someone you want to be good for. And yes, I think you might get off on a little pain - nothing extreme, just a little bit. But none of that is wrong. None of it. Do you understand?”

~ This is why I read these, we can have real conversations about sex

“So, that means… this is really going to be over soon?”
“If all goes well, within the next week or so, yes.”

~ FINALLY!! I'M EATIGN TS UP BUT I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER. GIME BOOK 3 <3

“You know, any other slave in this place tonight would kill to be taken care of the way I want to take care of you.”
“Ouch,” Carter mumbles, turning his head so he’s no longer looking at the man that has a fucking point… “Okay. I get it. No more complaining.”

~ Objectively hilarious to say

“Enrique,” the man corrects softly, a glint in his eye. "If we're going to destroy a man's empire together, we should probably be on a first name basis."

~ OKay but this kinda goes hard. Don't like teh man, this is cool af

But it's different when it's personal. Vasco sees his slaves as products. Objects. Not human. But his son is as human as it gets.

~ OH MY GOD CLOCKED SO HARD, ECAH LINE GETS BETTER AND BETTER

Nathan has to swallow a laugh at the irony of this conversation. Age and consent were never factors Vasco cared about before. He knows for a fact Vasco likes them young - through puberty, but not quite adults yet. It's not a secret that Miller is the same.

~ Clocked, what I was saying