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“As you will, King Fitz.” ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )

the version of the fool in fitz’s mind when they’re alone together versus the version of the fool in fitz’s conscious external perception of himself is hilariously different. I do believe that fitz truly loves molly still (though maybe a little bit more as a time in his life than as a person), but damn, fitz. I don’t know that I would’ve said “my dream was dead in my arms” about my “best friend”

I genuinely have not experienced such anguish and devastation from a piece of media since I was watching supernatural for the first time as an angsty 15 year old

chanting as if it is a spell: STICKS AND STONES MAY BREAK MY BONES BUT WORDS CAN NEVER HURT ME STICKS AND STONES MAY BREAK MY BONES BUT WORDS CAN NEVER HURT ME STICKS AND STONES MAY BREAK MY BONES BUT WORDS CAN NEVER HURT ME WORDS CANNOT CAUSE ME HARM THEY ARENT REAL THEY ARE SIMPLY SYMBOLS ON PAPER THAT HAVE NO EFFECT ON MY PSYCHE OR EMOTIONAL STATE

I am once again taking a break of 3-5 business days because I am Scared. where’s the fool. where is he. where is he

one day of peace is all I ask. one day of joy and laughter. one single moment is all I want. let me be free of this hell

what if we were intertwined by fate and two halves of a whole but only one of us was gay… and then somebody yelled, and I quote, “I know what you are!” at you, the gay one… and then I described you in loving detail in a platonic bro way… and then I convinced you that I wasn’t going to let you die… and then I went to leave your tent but you told me you missed me so I slept in your bed… jkjk, unless…

“What could I say to a man I hadn’t seen in sixteen years? Tell him that he needn’t fear I’ll take anything from him? Tell him that I love still as I have always loved?”

and what if I die. what then