Piper’s Reviews > Martyr! > Status Update

“love was a room that appeared when you stepped into it”

miserere does slap

“i get the sense that my IS is filthier than other people’s. heavier either way all that dirt.”

“sometimes i feel like that, like im walking around all stuffed up with potential energy, a stone hanging in the air with no knife sharp enough to cut the rope.”

“the difference between not wanting to be alive and wanting to die”

“stop trying to make everything mean something. trying to flatten everything into a symbol or a point.”

“what was left of his life had no intrinsic meaning, since such meaning could only be shaped in relation to other people.”

“how can anything so limited touch something as big as whatever the fuck a higher power is? how can it get rid of this big ball of rot inside me? it feels like this giant sponge sucking away anything in the world that’s supposed to feel good”

“wouldn’t you rather be overwhelmed? the answer is always yes. i turn my headphones up till it hurts a little, act like a dick to a random woman doing her job. because it all feels different than nothing. which is all sobriety is. nothing in every direction.”