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Kestrel
is 59% done
He didn’t sound interested, only annoyed. Oh God, I was annoying him. I couldn’t annoy him. Why am I always annoying people?
Lottie in her people-pleaser era T_T where is my fierce, outspoken and brave Lottie?
— Dec 18, 2025 06:55AM
Lottie in her people-pleaser era T_T where is my fierce, outspoken and brave Lottie?
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Kestrel
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The faces I knew so well – that would age and wrinkle, with haircuts that would come and go, and lines that would deepen. Some from laughter, some from sadness. Time would march determinedly on, and we would hold onto each other determinedly as it did so.
long live all the magic we made i had the time of my life with you
— Dec 18, 2025 04:45PM
long live all the magic we made i had the time of my life with you
Kestrel
is 85% done
We will not let go of the threads of each other. We will not shut each other out.
— Dec 18, 2025 04:43PM
Kestrel
is 84% done
Another year of growing, changing, learning and, inevitably, being let down by life and the fact that it just keeps going, rather than pausing on the days when everything is going well.
— Dec 18, 2025 04:42PM
Kestrel
is 83% done
Us not being us had cut off all of our oxygen. We’d all been suffocating.
Us
— Dec 18, 2025 04:39PM
Us
Kestrel
is 83% done
Mourning the fact my life isn’t turning out exactly how it should, especially considering what a brilliant and amazing person I am.
— Dec 18, 2025 04:39PM
Kestrel
is 83% done
We’d both worked so hard to get better. Us, our love, was our reward. We were supposed to be basking in the harvest of our efforts, not tumbling back down into dark rabbit holes.
— Dec 18, 2025 04:34PM
Kestrel
is 80% done
This is life, Lottie. There’s no such thing as a happy ending. Because there’s no such thing as an ending. More days keep coming, some good some bad. You can’t just stay limboed in a moment of happiness – that’s not realistic.
— Dec 18, 2025 04:30PM
Kestrel
is 80% done
Happy Ever After doesn't exist even in friendships. That's so sad.
— Dec 18, 2025 04:29PM
Kestrel
is 80% done
It’s what people do who get put with people they don’t get on with. It could happen to anyone.
huhu
— Dec 18, 2025 04:15PM
huhu

