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nikki
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Sl interesting, from eve's first perspective she felt God abandoned her and yet now she realizes that she had used that as an excuse to go her own way and do what she wanted. "She had turned her back on God. Allowing bitterness and grief to lead her. "
— Jan 12, 2026 08:52PM
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nikki
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Wow so even after tom knows the truth about eve, he STILL says he's glad she isn't audrey, daughter in law of the barretts, aristocrat woman bc that means he "might actually stand a chance with [her]"
— Jan 12, 2026 09:27PM
nikki
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AHHHHHHHHH TOM ALREADY FIGURED OUT THAT EVE WAS ACTUALLY EVE DAWSON. HE KNEW NEARLY THE WHOLE TIME YO HANSIJDNDDJ
— Jan 12, 2026 09:13PM
nikki
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So eve didnt tell lewis about their son, harry. I can get why she didn't, bc she didnt want him to live with that pain and difficulty. It would make things so hard & complicated for his wife & family. He wouldnt be able to have a relationship with harry without confessing to his wife of his affair. Really what an awful circumstance.
— Jan 12, 2026 08:47PM
nikki
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YO I LITERALLY JUST GASPED. EVE VISITED LEWIS AND HE TOLD HER THAT HE CONFESSED TO TOM (who eve was starting to love while she's impersonating audrey) THAT HE AND EVE HAD AN AFFAIR DURING THE WAR. YO I LITERALLY GASPED. OH MY GOSH YO
— Jan 12, 2026 08:44PM
nikki
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Man this is pretty heartbreaking…I get that Audrey didn't want to go to America and she threw out her visa papers. But it's devastating to see how caring and lovely all of Robert's family and friends are. Like Tom, for example, who is willing to teach Rob's son sports since he no longer has a dad around. It isn't Rob's son and that's so heartbreaking. Also kind of crazy that Tom noticed Harry was redhead like Lewis
— Jan 12, 2026 04:00PM
nikki
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Now more than ever I can relate to Eve when she feels like "I've prayed for so many things and God did not deliver, so why should I keep trying to follow his rules and live the way he wants me to and follow after him when it seems like he's either not listening or isn't real or just doesn't care." I'm assuming there will be a happy ending or at least im hoping there will be but I like so far how relatable it feels.
— Jan 10, 2026 02:57PM
nikki
is 76% done
Audiobook. 1 thing – when lewis & Eve slept together, it wasnt super clear so I didn't realize until the next chapter -confusing. Also I like that even though theres flashbacks, it isn't constantly going back-and-forth. The 1st few chapters were present, then a big chunk were flashbacks & now its back to present. So thats nice bc its not so confusing & you dont feel like youre always on edge or having a cliffhanger
— Jan 08, 2026 05:05AM

