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“I will love you for the rest of my life,” she whispers against my lips.
It’s a promise, coming from the most loyal woman I know. 
“Forever, Blue.”

I’m fucking UGLY CRYING.

“I’m sorry someone let you believe you were hard to love, because, Blue, it’s the easiest thing I’ve ever done.”😭😭😭💀💀😭😭

Cold coffee waiting for me in the fridge. Fresh flowers, though sometimes dead because he tried too hard to keep them alive, sitting on the kitchen island for me at home after every road trip.  Making sure I have food I can eat. Even giving me time to process my conversation with Alex. “Sometimes the quietest love is the loudest,” she continues.

So when I kill myself, it’ll be bc Ryan Shay is fictional. Ty

I pull my book off the nightstand, needing a fictional boyfriend to distract me from how much I liked hearing see you at home from my very real roommate. 

I love my babies