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“I wish we would have never happened. I swear to God I do. Because at least broke and alone I wouldn’t know what it felt like to lose this. I’m done waiting.” **GASP**

I’d lived without one for so long, I’d forsaken him for the other. I never felt cheated, or like I was missing anything because the choice was never mine.

Until tonight.

I’m right here, Stella.

Chapter 36 ~ you fucking wrecked me. I am WRECKED

“Don’t tell me about fair when I have to stand back while some other man touches you, f**ks you, sleeps with you, holds you…I had to get my shit together. I’ve done the work. I deserve you too, goddammit. I deserve to be as happy as the next guy. It took me awhile to realize I deserve you. Too long, but it’s not too late.” 💔💔💔😭😭😭

Reid’s declaration 😭😭😭 ugh! My heart can’t handle it 💔💔💔

“I don’t play games. I don’t have time for them. I’ve wanted you since the minute you walked that beautiful ass into my paper and I’ve made that clear.” 🫠🫠🫠

“You were never mine” ~ YOU IDIOT!!! Omg, I could roll over and DIE from this HEARTBREAK! ARGHHHH

Goddamnit…I am not ok. This hurts.

“Anyone that had never really gone without couldn’t truly understand that kind of poverty. How it robs your soul and warps your mind to believe the worst” 💔💔💔

“…They know. It’s their job, because in the song of your life, they are the ones listening. It’s when they stop that you need to worry. He’d listened to mine. He knew when a beat was missing, or a note was forgotten. He’d memorized my song, and I was his favorite.”