Cassie Bendix > Recent Status Updates

“I didn’t think life would be so kind.” ~ Loving this ending 🥹

“She all comes back to me”

“Motherfucking coward of the year!” ~ you tell ‘em! 🤬😤

“And once again I’m here to sift through the pieces of what we could have had.” 😭😭😭

Fucking Valtu! I could kill him! Arghhhh!!!!

“Can’t loving me be worth the loss?” 💔💔💔

GAHHHH!!! This incantation does BOTH!! HELLOOOOO!!!

“Please bring back the man who loves me.” ~ ugh! This is killer in the best way 😩😩😩

“Is my destiny to always be with him?
Or is my destiny to always die?”
🥺😢😭

YES!!! Back on the board.

“Losing my mind to her body and heart and soul.”

“I’ll just come back. I always do.”

“I’m sure I look like a lot of things to you.” 😏

“…someone I went to great lengths to forget. As far as I’m concerned, the past has not only passed but it never existed in the first place.” 💔💔💔

Holy shit…I’m no stranger to dark topics but this morbid situation is taking the cake for fucked up!

“You don’t just stop loving someone because they stop loving you. You don’t forget about a relationship because someone else forgets it. No matter who he is now, what he’s done, who he’s become, he is still the man I love…that man was my home. He is still my home.”

“How can you exorcise grief if you don’t acknowledge it?”

The anticipation is killing me ~ his “other” state.

“Someone else’s tragedy.” 🥺

“But he gave up on you.” 😭💔

Sprinting into this second book. I am not ok. I am SHOOK. I cannot believe book 1’s ending. 🤯😭😵💔

That. Fucking. Ending.

Savage.

Sprinting to book 2.

THE FUCK?!?

“He’s not some man I just happened to fall in love with.
He’s the man I’ve already loved.
I’ve carried his child twice.
I was married to him.
I’ve died by his side.
And he’s here.
I found him again like I promised I would.”

“I may have believed in God, but people were wrong about Hell. Hell isn’t a place. It’s inside you.”

“I will find you again. I will find you in another lifetime. My heart will always find yours.” 💔😭

“She’s brought me her darkness, but in doing so has made my world so much brighter. There’s this perverse understanding between us, this rare and precious way that we give ourselves to each other, not just in our bodies but with something deeper. I often question I have a soul…she does have one and I feel as if when I’m with her, she lets me borrow her soul and wear it for a while. She feels good one me.”

“I’m not a delicate man. I can be rough. I can cause pain. I may make you hate me sometimes. But I will always be on your side. I will always make you feel chosen.”

“You are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever experienced. And I’m never letting you go. Not in this lifetime, not in the next.” 💔

“I am choosing you. And if you accept me, there is no turning back.”
“What do I get out of it?”
“You get to feel things you’d only dreamed of feeling. You get to do things you were too afraid of doing. To live in the very darkness you run from. Isn’t that what you want most of all? To be so pushed past the point of terror that you no longer fear anything at all?”