Bea’s Reviews > Addicted for Now > Status Update

I set my sights on Lily again.
She is my past, my present, my future. So when I open the door and slide into the driver’s seat, I’m not surprised that it feels like I’m returning home.

It couldnt have been Ryke cos he cares about Lo. couldnt have been Connor cos that would hurt Rose and he wouldnt do that. It couldnt be the therapist cos of client confidentiality and they lose their job
I wouldnt be any of Los enemies cos they didnt know lil enough to know about her addiction
It would have to be someone close to them but not directly connected that would gain from this leak hence Rykes mum🤯

Nah, this therapist is NOT it🥴 who put Lily up for this? Her mum? He’s basically electrocuting her every few seconds.
The trick isn’t for her to abstain - she just needs to control the urges into ~normal~ behaviour.
And he keeps calling her “deviant” and “whore” with negative connotations. Not very professional if you ask me🙄
This guy actually makes me sick

“One day, you're going to have to make a choice. You have to decide what kind of man you want to grow up to be. Whoever that man is, good character or bad, is going to change the world.”
– JONATHAN KENT, MAN OF STEEL

“Because I think she loves you more than she loves sex. And you love her more than you love alcohol, but you two just haven’t let yourselves believe it yet.”

Wbk

“I will never learn how to live without you. I couldn’t fucking bear it.”
He is as much a part of me as the sun is a part of the sky, as the Earth is to the universe.

“I don’t know how to live without you.” And I shake my head quickly as tears pool. “And I don’t want to know how. I don’t want to find out.”
He is my breath. My soul. My life-force.