Cassie Bendix’s Reviews > The Lost God > Status Update

“You gave me so many chances. I’d go back. I’d give it all up for you. There has never been a moment when I wasn’t breathless with love for you. I was made to love you, Cece.”
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~ my heart is breaking ~ I was made to love you 😭😭😭

“Prince Savero, she has scandalous thoughts about you. She greatly appreciates your - talents. She lets you do such naughty things to her. Hmmm, and yet you still long to compare his kisses to your guardian’s. Wicked, greedy little goddess. I enjoy being in your head. I think we should be friends.”

🪭🪭Samson🪭🪭 getting in Cecelia’s head and stirring the pot. Oy ve

Grimon - God of Death & Cece’s first crush
Samson - God of Lust

They’ve uttered only a couple lines but I like them already…😏🪭

Oh my goodness, Evan’s questions about Rain & Cece’s bond were innocent but man those answers were intimate. My skin is crawling knowing Xander was taking it all in. Waiting for that pressure cooker of a situation to pop the fuck off.

What does Rain feel like?

“Rain feels like when you laugh so much, your stomach hurts. He has this levity that’s comforting. There’s steadiness to him and his emotions - a confident sense of certainty that’s always there. He feels this genuine warmth and honesty. He feels like coming home after being away too long…there’s always an undercurrent of anxiety. He’s a worrier.”

What does Cece feel like?

“Even when shes in a bad mood, like today, she feels hopeful…like laying in the sun on a warm day, like being warmed from the outside in. There’s nothing she doesn’t feel intensely. It can be overwhelming sometimes…she also has a persistent undercurrent of loneliness.”

God…her dad wanted her to choose Rain?? “The kind one”.

Just when I thought this love triangle was going to cool off after the marriage vows…NOPE

I mean seriously…how many amazing lines can this chapter deliver?!

“Love was the last hard thing worth having. Love was something she didn’t mind being bad at. Love was the thing that grasped her hand when she stood at the end of the abyss of her grief and pulled her back, kissed her softly, and helped her lay down her burdens”

“She ceases to care that the girl she’d been no longer existed. She just wanted to be this girl now - one who gave herself over to love, even when she was afraid, even when there were reasons not to, even when it felt impossible.”

These vows…ugh, they’re so sweet and funny! I loved them