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Reading his moods and his energy and becoming what I needed to be to get through the day and to protect my mom from his shit. That mechanism bled into the rest of my life too . . . mostly by accident. I read people and adapt before I even realize I’m doing it. It’s usually not until later when I’m sitting alone, and I feel hollow and used and upset that I realize I betrayed myself in some way.
— Mar 05, 2026 05:48AM
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Jadyn Kavanagh
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And so often . . . I’m scared that all this reading and maneuvering people—even if it’s with the right intent—is somehow going to turn me into him. So when you made that comment—”
he’s blonde… but he’ll do it with this monologue
— Mar 05, 2026 05:48AM
he’s blonde… but he’ll do it with this monologue
Jadyn Kavanagh
is on page 184 of 400
“My dad is a narcissist. I don’t mean it in a hyperbolic way either. I’m pretty certain that he is an actual narcissist. My life growing up . . . it was painful a lot. And I quickly learned that saying what I truly thought or felt could get turned on me in an instant. Honesty, vulnerability . . . those things were what I got rid of first. And then I learned the art of reading him.
— Mar 05, 2026 05:48AM
