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Their golden scars ~ “a mark in healing to remind of what they’d survived. A constant reminder of what wasn’t strong enough to break either of them. A constant reminder of her fearless sacrifice and his immense love for her.”

“Not bc she couldn’t do it herself, but bc she didn’t mind letting him take care of her.”

This dynamic in their relationship really hits home for me personally. It’s difficult to surrender your strength and really let someone take care of you.

“Enjoy the afterlife, Cato.”

But of course he gets the last foreboding word…it’s far from over.

“You have no idea the chaos that waits for you without me to hold it at bay.”

“She did it bc she loved him. It’s the one thing you didn’t account for in all your planning. You’re ancient and wise, but you’re also cold. Love is the last wildcard that exists. It is the thing you can’t account for, bc you don’t know what it means to love. You only ever saw it as a weakness bc to you, to sacrifice is weak. But it takes courage to love like that, and no one loves harder than Cece.”

“His love for her felt ancient, as if born of the last gasping wish of a dying god - a wanting older than earth and story and memory - older than the stardust that made the world. She was a spell cast in his blood - his fairy tale ending.”

“Rainer held Cecelia’s body in his arms, painfully aware of the stillness in both of them. They had always been in rhythm with each other, but now his heart beat on alone, a flat melody robbed of its harmony.”

“Some piece of him fled with Cecelia’s soul. Part of him had and would always belong to her - the same part he didn’t want back, and yet couldn’t bear to live without…why could he not keep some part of her?”

“Rain, if love was enough, I’d stay with you forever.”

“Xander had let her down in unimaginable ways. He’d broken her heart and nearly broken her will when he ended things. He hurt her as deeply as he could, but in his own way, he’d protected her. And it cost him everything.”

Xanders arc is fucking heart breaking…lover, villain, victim, protector.

Oh my gawwwwd….THE REVEALS!!

“Because I wanted to take care of you in the only way I could, Cece. You are the love of my life, but Rainer is the love of yours.” 😩😭💔