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135-139 are one of the most relatable ruminations the narrator had in the book “I wanted to know about that everything. And I had sold my soul in order to find out. But now I was understanding that I had not sold it to the devil, but much more dangerously: to God. Who had let me see. Since He knew that I would not know how to see whatever I saw..I had the ability to ask the question, but not to hear the answer.”

“I was already living the hell through which I was yet to pass, but I didn't know if all I had to do was pass through it, or if Id have to stay there. I was already coming to know that this hell is horrible and good, maybe I myself wanted to stay there.”

"Because my hoarseness was already the hoarseness of someone enjoying a gentle hell.”

"The deepest murder: the one that is a way of relating, a way of one being existing the other being, a way of seeing one other and being one other and having one other, murder where there is neither victim nor executioner, bur a link of mutual ferocity.
My prmary struggle for life. "Lost in the Fiery Hell of a Canyon a Woman Desperately struggles for Life.”

(cont.) existence —the existence of what? the existence of the world. With reverence I feared the existence of the world for me.”

“Everything could be fercely summed up in never emitting a first scream -a first scream unleashes all the others, the first scream at birth unleashes a life, if I screamed I would awaken thousands of screaming beings who would loose upon the rooftops a chorus of screams and horror. If I screamed I would unleash the existence… (cont.)”

“An eye warched over my life. This eye was probably what I would probably now call truth, now morality, now human law, now God, now me. I lived mostly inside a mirror. Two minutes after my birth I had already lost my origins."