Jillian’s Reviews > Call Me By Your Name > Status Update

im putting this on hold for a fic that updated for the first time since august.. hope u understand!

end of rome.. be patient with me this last part hurts

OHHHH THEYRE GOING TO ROME. OHHHHHH ELIOS FATHER BOOKED THE HOTEL AS "A GIFT". OHHHHHH IM SICK

"it was not these i had offended, but those who were yet unborn or unmet and whom i'd never be able to love without remembering this mass of shame and revulsion rising between my life and theirs" ok so he's literally grieving the relationships in his future that havent happened yet bc he has been so fundamentally changed by oliver.. RIGHT RIGHT

oliver telling the little sick girl about his crush is so fucked up bc he knows his secret has a shelf life with her. like he cant even fathom letting anyone know for the fear that itll stick around longer than he wants it to.... ur so EVILLLLLLLL

Elio's bloody nose being a constant thing throughout this book is so silly to me but also his body so violently reacting to oliver is like... so intense

"Because I thought you should know"
"Because you thought I should know"
"Because I want you to know"

literally kill me now

also, 67