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I wake up from bed with restless dreams, I reach for my phone in a panic and then I remember.
I wonder, will my time to be happy ever come? Or am I set to repeat my cycle of suffering? Will I ever rid myself of this consuming desire and be fulfilled? Will I ever see life in the ease that everyone around me does? Should I hope? Or should I give up? I do not wish to be saved, I only wish to be heard