Madeline Atwood’s Reviews > Filthyratbag: A Journey Through Growing Up, Grieving & Turning Pain into Diamonds > Status Update
Madeline Atwood
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EVERYTHING IN MY MIND WAS ABSOLUTE. I TOOK ON INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS AS REALITY AND WAS CONSTANTLY CONVINCING MYSELF I WAS SICK OR THAT EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO FALL APART AT ANY MOMENT.
MY DAD TOLD ME I HAD TO CHANGE THE RECORD THAT WAS PLAYING IN MY HEAD.
I DIDN'T HAVE A LARGE
COLLECTION TO CHOOSE FROM.
— Apr 09, 2026 09:49PM
MY DAD TOLD ME I HAD TO CHANGE THE RECORD THAT WAS PLAYING IN MY HEAD.
I DIDN'T HAVE A LARGE
COLLECTION TO CHOOSE FROM.
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Madeline Atwood
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FOOL ME ONCE?
SHAME ON YOU.
FOOL ME TWICE?
TWICE IS FINE SO IS A COUPLE MORE TIMES. I'LL NEVER LEARN I AM THE FOOL.
— Apr 09, 2026 09:47PM
SHAME ON YOU.
FOOL ME TWICE?
TWICE IS FINE SO IS A COUPLE MORE TIMES. I'LL NEVER LEARN I AM THE FOOL.
Madeline Atwood
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“I’m completely underwhelmed by you.”
“You possess my father’s worst traits.”
“Let’s marry.”
— Apr 09, 2026 09:44PM
“You possess my father’s worst traits.”
“Let’s marry.”
Madeline Atwood
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MY FIRST HEARTBREAK MADE ME THINK THAT I MIGHT ACTUALLY DIE.
THAT SOMEONE COULD FALL OUT OF LOVE WITH ME MADE ME UNLOVEABLE.
— Apr 09, 2026 09:41PM
THAT SOMEONE COULD FALL OUT OF LOVE WITH ME MADE ME UNLOVEABLE.
Madeline Atwood
is on page 35 of 240
I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, IN LOVE WITH YOU, AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO I AM. MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MYSELF PUT ON HOLD TO HOST WHATEVER IT IS YOU NEED.
— Apr 09, 2026 09:40PM
Madeline Atwood
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BEING LOVED
ROMANTICALLY WAS TO TELL ME THAT ANY INSECURITY OR IDEA I HAD HAD ABOUT BEING BAD OR UNLOVEABLE OR
UGLY FLEW OUT THE WINDOW, AND IN ITS PLACE WAS ROOM FOR LOVEHEART EYES AND A BIG FAT CHEMICAL HIGH.
— Apr 09, 2026 09:38PM
ROMANTICALLY WAS TO TELL ME THAT ANY INSECURITY OR IDEA I HAD HAD ABOUT BEING BAD OR UNLOVEABLE OR
UGLY FLEW OUT THE WINDOW, AND IN ITS PLACE WAS ROOM FOR LOVEHEART EYES AND A BIG FAT CHEMICAL HIGH.
