Eva’s Reviews > Hijab Butch Blues > Status Update
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“..i’m too embarrassed about my grief – how raw it makes me feel – and eventually, I swallow it, burying it deep. It’s why flirting with straight girls was so appealing to me. Their leaving was inevitable, so I never had to let them in.”
— Apr 14, 2026 11:33PM
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Eva
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“I intellectualize the messiness of what I’m feeling about the verses, my doubts and my sadness, into discussions about the material consequences of ruling. I don’t tell her, or any of my other friends, when they say things that hurt me, preferring to wait for the feelings to dissipate over having conflict. I’m so unused to sharing hard things that when my cat dies suddenly, I don’t tell any of my friends..
— Apr 14, 2026 11:32PM
