mina’s Reviews > This Year: 365 Songs Annotated: A Book of Days > Status Update

PLEASE DONT SEND ME BACK TO WHERE I CAME FROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHOVING OUR HEADS ! STRAIGHT INTO THE GUTS OF THE STOVE ! HOME AGAIN !!!!!

jesus christ

either they/you/i metamorphose and leave their/your/my toxic carapace behind, or they/you/i don’t make it. a tiger’s never gonna change its stripes i guess, i guess. one way in, no way out. it’s hard with no one here to help me through it.

MARTIN CALLS TO SAY HES SENDING OLD ELECTRICAL EQUIPMENT. THAT’S GOOD! WE CAN ALWAYS USE SOME MORE ELECTRICAL EQUIPMENT! 👍 okay so actually we’ve been past the point of help since early april.

not looking like a boy scout, but trying to be brave

but: five

i loveeee J.D.’s “everybody else already knows most of the details” method. makes u feel so entrenched in the story.

i go back to places i remember / see what’s been going on without me / stare down the strangers at the bus stop / pretend they’ve been gossiping about me

i need to believe there will be a future i need to believe that the world about to come includes me