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Note to self, reread and annotate pages 262-an unknown page number to collect Lebanese Precivil war and model colony syndrome effects.

What I find especially interesting is that Edward’s extended family in Dhour, the Badrs, saw Ciara Christian Arabs support for Nasser as a sort of betrayal of Lebanese Christians who were being fed a different set of propaganda.

Edward’s family did not do their usual summer vacation in Dhour because the hills around the town were surrounded by American troops sent by former U.S. Secretary of State under the Eisenhower administration, John Foster Dulles to bolster the pro-West, indiscreetly white supremacist, militant Chamoun supporters. Classic Cold War tactical framings of Chamoun’s opposition as being backed by Moscow were used. OFC!

All this Eva romance, I wonder what Mariam thought of this segment when she read it?

I need to read up on the Muslim Brothers involvement in the riots that Edward riots about and also what happened to King Farouk

She is witty, kind, and claimed her sexuality, making jokes like “united we stand, divided we fall,” about breasts in her bra and corset shop ads. Then of course, Edward ends the segment with a dagger to the heart, “it wasn’t until some years later that I started to see [Aunt Salimeh] as […] hopelessly out of place among the solemn Syrian denizens of Bay Ridge.” And her life ended with aged amnesia. 3

“Hawdy”— Lebanese for “those”

The boys at Mount Hermon who had moved from Cairo and Beirut, yet still assimilated their identities to fit American hegemonic culture feel so present in my life and my self.

Chapter IX (9) is heartbreaking. I feel like I’m friends with Edward at this point and now to circle back to his chronic leukemia reality while writing the memoir aches deep in my chest as I scan each paragraph