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The hurt that started within my chest seeps deeper than anything I have ever felt before; even my bones ache and scream. Every muscle twitches, preparing to run to him, to swim down to the ocean’s floor and wrap myself in his grasp.
I would rather die than be damned to live this life without him. 😩😢😭

But in these final moments, I find solace in knowing you would have crossed oceans for me, raced against time itself. For me. 

If this is my punishment for loving you, then I take it with pride. Shoulders held high, and my love for you overflowing as the water around me fills the ship.

I love you until my last breath 😩😫💔😢😭😭

Edward occupies every thought, every choice I make is with him in my mind. We may be selfish and unfair in the love we share, because if it came down to sacrificing this ship and those under my command. I would.
I would cut out every heart and bathe in their blood if it meant the captain didn’t go down with his ship…

“I hate that no matter how hard I try, and trust me, I have fucking tried to escape you, but I just cannot. No matter how far I sail, no matter how many oceans I cross or new places I walk upon, I will always come back to you.”
“Most of all, though, I hate that you do not already see and acknowledge how much I fucking love you.” 

Aaahhhhhhh😩🥹

“I would crawl to you. I would walk across the bottom of the ocean floor until my lungs give out. I would give up my vessel, my name, and my honor if that is what it takes for you to accept the fact that I am undeniably in love with you. There is no other, and never will be, but if it will make you accept what we are, I will indulge you and tell you what I hate about you, Mr. Smith.” 😩🥺