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absolutely obsessed with this novel's depiction and analysis of fan culture and parasocial relationships. it really is just falling in love with an idea. a person who you can project anything onto and it essentially doesn't matter. because you don't know them and never will. but yet you cling to them and the emotions feel so heavy and real despite being fabricated. you are a product of your own making or whatever.
— Jul 16, 2026 09:45AM
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Kamiko
is on page 188 of 204
“i suddenly missed moon so much, i thought my chest would crack open from the velocity of the feeling.”
so… i’m actually heartbroken reading this. it’s sad watching the illusion shatter. the relationship was all fake but the emotions were real.
— Jul 20, 2026 08:15PM
so… i’m actually heartbroken reading this. it’s sad watching the illusion shatter. the relationship was all fake but the emotions were real.
Kamiko
is on page 184 of 204
“now i’m here. but i feel farther away from you then ever. i don’t miss you because i love you. i love you because i miss you. i used to love the emptiness of my computer screen just for having once contained you.”
— Jul 20, 2026 08:09PM
Kamiko
is on page 156 of 204
“the world, with its stolid rules concerning the final balance of all matter, would never let the amassment of our energy go unchecked. would we always have to be so apart? yet we gave each other meaning. i was his hell, he my heaven. we were indispensable to each other in our separation.”
will her infatuation shatter the moment he knows who she is? i’m really scared to see how this ends.
— Jul 20, 2026 07:12PM
will her infatuation shatter the moment he knows who she is? i’m really scared to see how this ends.
Kamiko
is on page 154 of 204
“now that we were in a room together, i found that i didn’t know how to feel love for him with visceral conviction, having experienced this love so much across distance, through yearning. i was no less certain of my feelings, but they seemed to sit on a shelf higher than the hands of my immediate experience could reach.”
OUCH
— Jul 20, 2026 07:08PM
OUCH
Kamiko
is on page 139 of 204
this book became significantly more interesting and valuable when i looked at it through a philosophical, existential, absurdist lens. esther yi i know you've read a lot of albert camus.
— Jul 16, 2026 09:47AM
Kamiko
is on page 139 of 204
"don't you see how lucky you are? you don't know moon, so you think you know him. because you've never met him before, he's always waiting for you in a state of existential integrity."
— Jul 16, 2026 09:42AM
Kamiko
is on page 134 of 204
"i pulled away from the glass, electrified by the conviction that moon and i were finally in the same place-not polygon plaza, not even seoul, but a place of far greater dimensions, an incalculable realm of possibility where encounters between individuals were rich and oxidizable like the gashed flesh of a peach."
when you fall in love with an idea lol
— Jul 16, 2026 09:36AM
when you fall in love with an idea lol
Kamiko
is on page 89 of 204
“despite everything i’ve been through, i still think that my loneliness is part of some character-building prologue to the joy of togetherness that inevitably awaits me…”
oh… i was not expecting that from sole lady
— Jul 15, 2026 08:43AM
oh… i was not expecting that from sole lady