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The way he looks at her actually makes me feel weird. He loathes her.

‘Is this really how you think it will end for me?’
IM NOT OKAY.IM NOT OKAY.IM NOT OKAYYYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS DO IT.COMEEEE ON MAL DOOOO IT 🫠🫠🙂🙂🙂🙂
As I eat my broccoli, chewing absently, I imagine myself clawing at his face, pulling it off his skull, holding it up to Mum and saying, Look – this is him, while his blood cascades over my hand and he groans on the floor in agony.

When I was with Leo, I felt more in the world. Less in my brain. There was something about him, his energy, the way he moved and talked and experienced life that was urgent, and I had no space to consider. Just to be.

‘I just...’ Fuck. ‘I just need it to stop, Dad.’