Marisol Milena Ramirez ’s Reviews > Quiero morir, pero también comer tteokbokki: Conversaciones con mi psiquiatra > Status Update

I want to focus on the parts that are changing, and to keep hoping. Hoping there will come a day when we can all feel good about ourselves regardless of modifiers.

Once I turn my gaze, I see the more interesting aspects of life. And my gaze guides my behaviour. And my behaviour changes my life.

Because the human heart, even when it wants to die, quite often wants at the same time to eat some tteokbokki, too.

What do I wish for? I want to love and be loved. Without suspicion, and with ease.

I think you should accept that you have your strong points as well.

The important thing here isn’t whether you are being loved, it’s how you will accept the love that comes your way.

What happens if this friend also drops out of my life? She’ll stop wanting to spend time with me if she realises what I’m like.

The moment you think to yourself: “Well, this is the way I am, and what can you do about it”, you’ll feel much freer.

You’re just one person, and you’re putting too much of the weight of the world on yourself.

I’m right here, hoping that someone would see me waving, recognise themselves in me and approach me, so we could find comfort in each other’s existence.