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and of course they both keep choosing eachother and ryan will never grasp how madly in love with brendon he is and their life together will be great

also when they slept together back in rome and brendon was the instigator and ry said what are you doing and it's a parallel to when ryan kissed brendon and it's soooo full circle but now they're happy <3

and ryan finally has a home now <3

and brendon came home from the party early cause he wanted to be in their house, their first new year together

'you think that kind of thing means something?'
they're so cuteee, i'm screaming

+there's a whole chapter on brendon cause meeting him changed his life +sisky asks if he remembers when they first met +ry smiles to himself answering the question indirectly 3 <3

+brend looks gorgeous +nothing works without him +thinking about the fact his side's first album probably has tons of songs about ry

+gabe is better now after going to rehab +ryan takes home sisky's book cause he brought a dozen copies

IVE GOT THIS STUPID FEELING THAT IF I COME IN, I'LL NEVER LEAVE AND BRENDON WAS COUNTING ON THAT

AND BRENDON IS OFFERING EVERYTHING AND RYAN STEPS OVER THE THRESHOLD AND BEGINS TO SMILEEE :') :'(

okay his side album that's ryan brendon spencer and jon ...

ryan looks sad and alone in the pic on the cover of sisky's book,, well it is called alienation the life of ryan ross after all ...

brendon was crying and suddenly .. suddenly .. RYAN'S AWAKE HE'S AWAKE and he gets off of the stage and finds brendon

and he says WHAT IF . what if he will most likely fuck it up be he might not cause they've never really tried!! he wants to try

HOME IS PEOPLE AND AFTER SO MUCH WAR HE NOW EVENLY BREATHES AGAINST MY SKIN

YAYYYYYYYY AND THEY KEEP SMILING AT EACHOTHER AND CHICAGO'S NOT THE SAME AAAAAH

and brendon is ready now and ryan imagines it for a ssplit second and it's be everything !! but no . and they'd be so good even though they wouldn't be perfect and ry is like but what about dallon and brendon is like who and he's so charming

and brendon will wait for ryan to change his mind and his love for ry gives him strength walking away and i-

brendon realised he loved ryan when ryan tried to break up with him at pioneer park and he realised since he left home he kept moving and couldnt lose anything but he didn't wanna lose ryan and he smiles at brendon like he loves him and he can't a guy lie when his heart was breaking and ryan says that's all he does

he thought ryan only wanted him cause he couldn't have him but no it's because he truly loves him

dallon is quitting the band. i wonder why.

and ryan is depressed and sisky wants the two of them to be together and brendon asked what ryan said abt him and sisky didn't say and ryan asks sisky to stay out of it and ryan tells sisky he's loved and that he has a home with him and home isn't a place but it's people and we're all crying and then they get churros

and brendon tried writing ryan a love letter

of course he fucking loved him back then of course and ryan is like i can't believe it i've killed myself over this and you loved me the whole fucking time

ryan crashed the bus cause it was a primitive response to loss from a melodramatic artist in love and jurgen is like okay bestie im trying drive idc about your gay shit

bren says it's different now ryan say it's not we're already tearing eachother apart. ugh 3

'i want you. ryan, fucking hell' !! 'fuck, you're all i think about' 3

ryan is a bitch saying if i knew a round of sex would make you this clingy and brendon is like stfu we're not playing that game that shit won't work anymore and ryan is like ughhhh i dont wanna break us and loose you forever

and brendon says he loves him and ryan can't take it especially when he admits he did love him in ny