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“Happy birthday, baby.” “Thank you for making it my favorite one yet.” I cant KILL ME

I’d rewind and relive every goddamn moment. STOP I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE

I spent six years missing a huge piece of who I am because that’s how integral she is in my life. That’s how embedded she is in the fabric that makes me me. I’ve heard the claim that you don’t know what you’ve got until you’ve lost it, but I knew what I had. It made losing us that much more unbearable.

Kill me

Im sobbing i cant

“Think about what this information could do to your dad’s health, Hallie. Do you really want to be the one to tell him?”

The trauma Hallie just experienced is insane. I knew it was ofc but reading the actual scene what the hell?

My birthday. March eighth. Thirty-eight. RIO DELUCA.

“I fucking love that kid.” Kai sighs. “But I have no idea how he’s old enough to play already. Where did the time go? It feels like yesterday Miller was bringing him to the field to take his very first steps.”

I remember this scene so fucking well its ingrained in my brain

She laughs. “I haven’t taken off my wedding ring in three years, you caveman. Still your wife. Still fully obsessed with you.” Isaiah wraps his arm over her shoulders. “Hell yeah, you are.” FUCK YESSSSS

. Six years ago, even after things fell apart between us, I bought this house for her.  It’s everything she told me she wanted, and there was a part of me that hoped if both it and I were here waiting for her, she’d somehow find her way home. RIO I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE