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I’m actually going insane

“There’s a violence in my blood. This rage that twists in my gut, and it makes me sick, I’m fucking sick when it comes to you. I can’t control it, I can’t reel it in because I still feel you. I still smell that nauseating sweet scent on your skin that drives me fucking crazy. That sickening shade of lipstick that takes me back to that night, I’m losing my mind!”

I just died a little bit inside THIS MAN

This is becoming one of my favorite books of all time. Devryck’s inner monologue is so beautiful and sad and I’m so obsessed with him

”She was the warmth of the sun on a cold and rotting corpse. The first breath after a lifetime of death.”

”Her name was a dirty scalpel plunged deep inside my chest, past crumbling bones and decayed flesh. It pierced the only organ I vowed could never be touched again and infected me with insufferable greed.”

”She’d crawled beneath me, inside of me, infecting me with the kind of drunken lust that had me pausing to fuck my own hand every hour.”

“What are you doing to me?” He rested his forehead against my shoulder, his body trembling, chest heaving. “What the fuck are you doing to me, Lilia?”

I’m having the best fucking time. This whole book is doing stuff to me

“I don’t give a damm about every other girl. There’s only one who crosses my mind a fuck-ton more than she should. So I’m going to finish you, Lilia. I’m going to give you the release you’ve been craving, and I won’t touch you again. But this pussy belongs to me. You let another undeserving prick near it, and I will cut out his tongue and send it to you in a specimen jar.”

”Did you think I’d feel sorry for you? That I’d be gentle? I feel this torture every fucking time you walk into a room. So, I don’t feel sorry for you, Lilia, in fact, it warms my dirty bastard soul to know you ache this way.”