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I have stuff to do

i just got that off my chest

With some guys, they can't go there, mentally

It's constantly a 'who has the prettiest trophy wife'

My dad has always gone for the trophy wife, is looking for what other man has the trophy wife

And assumes other women will be jealous of her

When in reality she is deeply unhappy in her marriage and unfulfilled

Looking back, it's one thing I appreciate about Alex

He encouraged me to be friends with Drea

Drea was the wood elf, I'm the queen elf

Just different looks

Don't even go there with comparisons. Let's just chill and be friends.

I need to take a shower

I know not all guys are like my dad, but sometimes it's gross to be around it

it's the assumed insecurity (part of it)

or even wanting me to be in competition with her

My dad is in his 70s

I am his daughter, future caretaker

I am in my 30s

I have no children

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The neighbor across the street is idk how old? late 40s, 3 or so bio kids, that's baggage

a second wife, 3 or so kids of her own, I don't know, is she in her late 30s or early 40s?

This entire situation is gross to me

My grandmother told me years ago about how she was cheated on by her husband

I asked my evil aunt about it (she drove up in the driveway with mail) and my evil aunt said:

'oh no, she's beautiful. Her husband wouldn't cheat on her'

I told my grandma what my aunt said and my grandma looked at me -- shook her head, no

This woman is a very beautiful, petite, blonde

Her look, herself, has nothing to do with me, I'm not jealous of her

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She can also feel insecure and be cheated on by her husband

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I told him about my evil aunt saying the same thing about Eileen, who used to live behind him

this is going into old small town drama

As soon as I mentioned Hollywood examples of the most beautiful actresses cheated on, every day, I could see him get it