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I will NOT be reading book 2

“Tate, are you crying?”
“No,” I practically sob. Don’t fucking get it, though. I’m not hurt. Maybe some of that irrational terror I always feel now—that something will happen to Ryan—is there. Which, by the way, is about to become completely unmanageable now that I’m in love with him.
“Do you know what brought it on?”
“I … I think it was being here with you.”
“Me?”
“Fuck, I love you so damn much, Ryan.”

~ Adorable

Griff cool af, taking Clarence's gun <3

Being with Tate hurts, but being without Tate would be like breathing in a room devoid of oxygen.

~ Tate is pissing me off, treat my boy how he deserves to be treated

“I don’t think I know what I want,” I admit. “Fuck, I can’t be thinking about this shit anyway. Those factors do exist, and what I want doesn’t matter. So long as I need to protect Griff, hockey will have to come second.”

~ I'm not crying, I'm crying

Ryan signs.
It’s done.
I rip his clothes off and viciously fuck him over the bar top, no mercy, till he comes.

~ Oh... my bad, imma go somewhere else ig, I don't wanna intrude

Fuck. Where am I? I’m not even paying attention. I take Ryan’s strong left hand in mine and slide the ring onto his finger. “I fucking take you as my husband, dollface.”
Ryan smiles.
“D’aww,” the other-other one says. “There it is again.” Hmmm. He might be growing on me.

~ They're lowkey so cute

Holy shit, his uncle 1984'd him with the rats, I'm gonna be sick

Yeah, I’m so going to end up in a glass case next to Pearl, but I’d better always outrank that bitch.

~ I'm glad he's finding humour in this still

“And we can trust your brother?” I have to push aside what the word brother conjures in me. My brother was my best friend, but I don’t know if that’s still true.
“I’d trust him with your life.”

~ Idk if I trust Like like that but okay