Camilla Wright’s Reviews > Remnants of Filth: Yuwu (Novel) Vol. 1 > Status Update

"I know your life's been horribly hard. So many people have toyed with you...so you don't dare accept what others give you. You don't dare believe what others promise you. But I would never lie to you. Wait for me. I will give you a home."
Where my Mo Xi at😭

"How did Gu Mang ever protect me? I only know that he left a scar on my chest that will never fade. I only remember that he tried to kill me. I hate him."
Bro says as he constantly has flashbacks of their friendship/affair and considers Gu Mang the one person who showed him life was worth living🫠

"I DO want to live! What's wrong with wanting to live with a clear conscience?! Mo Xi, do you understand me? Huh?! I can't stand to live like this! I can't bear it! My dreams are filled with the faces of dead men! I can't keep going if I'm sober! Do you know what that pain feels like? The kind that makes you want to die night and day?! You have no idea!"
Don't read this if you're a war veteran or suicidal...

"Then what was it actually?" Li Wei asked curiously.
"Between him and me?" Mo Xi smiled very slightly. Something bitter was hidden in that smile. "Hard to say. Can't be said." He paused. "Nor should it be said," he finished slowly.
BRO IS SUCH A YEARNERRR THIS SERIES IS GONNA MAKE ME CRY I CAN FEEL IT

"Mo Xi had never dared to demand Gu Mang's first time; he had only ever, with utmost care, passed all his own firsts into Gu Mang's hands. He had stubbornly refused to say how important these were to him, but in his heart, he still nervously hoped Gu Mang would treasure these moments. But Gu Mang had trampled his heart underfoot."
It's okay boo I understand😭

NO WAY!!! GU MANG LOST HIS MEMORIES??? I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING!!! This is gonna be a sad one, isn't it...like make me ugly sob for years afterwards sad...also I already HATE Zhou-gongzi, like no we cannot SHARE WTF. Please I'm already scarred from the 2 in 1, don't do this to me again😭 (Jk jk I doubt Mo Xi will let that slide)

THAT IS SO SAD. WHAT. THEY JUST THROW ALL THEIR PRISONERS OF WAR IN A BROTHEL???

"Light was something you gave me; warmth was something you brought me. All the blood that races through my heart is because of you. Without you, I wouldn't have made it to today."
Mo Xi is thinking this as Gu Mang is actively stabbing him in the heart. Think about that.