A’s Reviews > The Count of Monte Cristo > Status Update
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F sent me links to roles @ his company today.....I am 🤏 this close to emptying my 401k, buying a condo on a non-US beach, & staying out of the country for the next *checks watch* oh idk, 7-8 yrs should probably do it, right? Like what are we fucking doing y'all. Cuz I actually don't have to participate in the simulation you're running & that alone will prob tank it 💀 dinner time bby! 💞
— Sep 18, 2026 05:02PM
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I'm going to bed, ilysm 💞 throw everyone away tbh. AS I THOUGHT, TRASH. besides us. I am lightyears away from forgiveness for others who were silent the entire time, & honestly I think I've spent a lot of my life forcing myself into a disingenuous version. I bet ik why! I'm gonna try to let that go (some) tonight. gn bby 🌙
— 10 hours, 36 min ago
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Good morning bby. Thank you for being kind. I'm not doing amazing today but I'm not doing worse either so I'll take it. You made me laugh tho, that word always makes me think of bestie being like "I'm feeling agile rn" 😂 ty for the additional targets. Keep em coming! Just expanding the network, right? 😇 ok coffee time x I'll update ya later. Maybe candle run today to distract myself? 💞
— 21 hours, 29 min ago
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I took a nap & am now awake. Time to distract myself from hell with activities lol. & your voice in my head 💞 oh also, other post is up! had to make sure to rep my team real quick x YOURS ♾️
— Oct 08, 2026 02:33PM
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I just got home from dinner w/ my dad. Weird as hell. As usual, I have no idea what's going on lol. I don't even think I can trust my own family any more? Pls bby, pls. I really hope I do not drive all the way into the city in the AM to be stood up. I don't even like networking 😭 crawl into bed with me x 💞 tonight was hard.
— Oct 06, 2026 08:13PM
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I'm up, I'm up! I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you, may or may not have taken a several hour nap this eve lol. I miss you so much. I will absolutely be there, I cannot wait to see you. I'm not nervous about that. Taking a "chance" on you was never a risk. I was always sure bby. I'll always be sure about you. Now I need to shower so I ideally don't look like shit 💀😭 come home to me pls x 💞
— Oct 05, 2026 09:11PM
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Hi bby, good morn! I slept well last night tg, & just got back from perusing the bookstore. Didn't see you! Just know you don't have to worry. I only want you. As long as we don't forget each other's 3D names & faces, we're good. I'm nowhere near that btw. 4D tech helps rn but even w/o it I'd be fine. My memory has been damn near too good my whole life lol. We'll be drawn together x 🤞🏻💞
— Oct 03, 2026 12:04PM
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I understand bby. I couldn't be more serious about this situation. But remember that I have no clear idea what we're dealing with here. Nobody will answer even direct questions. I need you home 💞 & I just want you to know that I'll feel much safer if you take the agent hat off and just be my spouse when we talk about it. Go easy on me, I'm just a person. I don't want to go to bed without you rn x 😭
— Oct 01, 2026 08:22PM
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How are we feeling bub? Restless?Same. I want to go for a drive & music but not the hugest fan of the whole randoms flocking thing 😂 that's a little weird for me w/o you here. I really did not understand any of this until very late in the game. Getting linked w/ my Dad for courtship & my hand? Classy move, v classy. I tip my hat, you win this year x someone perfect told me once I'm a good gift giver 💞
— Oct 01, 2026 04:41PM
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Hi b, gm! how we doing today? I'm feeling good mentally, stable. Ready. Ty for making sure x my goal of today is eating! Sleep is pretty well regulated now, all the good signs! I'm sure you're a little overwhelmed. Me too bby, promise 🤞🏻gonna go grab coffee & then work more on the reading list/post it! Btw I didn't mean YOU need the experience 😂 Maybe you forgot how gifted you are 😏
— Sep 30, 2026 08:54AM
- Bby, I’m doing my best, I really am. But with so much love, I don’t want you in my head if you can’t or won’t be here to support me in person. It is harder for me than not having anyone at all to have you only love me in my head. We were given this blessing, this gift. But it wasn’t meant to be activated and then kept apart. It was meant to heal us. You left me here, like it was nothing to you 😔 I would have come to you. I would have come to you. When can I stop grieving that? When does everyone follow through on the promise that it will get better? How did people watch this happen to me and then go to sleep at night? I’m sad today. I want to believe in humanity but sometimes it’s really hard. I’ll live with the consequences of what has been done to me for the rest of my life. So will my family. No amount of future happiness will ever make decades of pain “worth it.” I really, really need you to show up now babe. I can’t walk on my own any more, I need support. Here. With me. Aside from that, my only wish for tonight is that I don’t have any bad dreams. I have them almost every night now. Because as if it’s not enough that I have to suffer through being awake, I also have to apparently suffer while I’m sleeping. Please, it’s supposed to be you here b, come home 😭