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hi b good aft x it has been a quiet day, matching the weather. Kinda reminds me of the book The Napping House. I loved that one when I was a kid cuz of the art style. Now that I have procrastinated, time to whip this place into shape before the fam comes over tonight. they fly home tomorrow, love them but not the ideal time for a visit this year lmao. I miss you lots & am just going thru the daily motions 💞

I’m home! Twas a long day of socializing w/ fam. I’m exhausteddd & I can’t wait to fall asleep. I feel you around me most at night I think. & I have a feeling I’ll sleep like a baby again once you’re here. Gn bby x

Good morning b x have I ever told you how much I LOVE coffee? Just love it. Obsessed with it. Cannot get enough. Keeps my heart going tbh. 😉 you get to hear that from my mouth before the internet does so help me god lmao

this book is v good, I want to finish it by the time you're here! Anne's writing is the most modern/comfy. 2 more days of family in town I can do this 😭

hi bub 💞 I’m here & I’m with you. I won’t leave you out here bby. I just spend a lot of time asking the sky to take me home. One day, you were dropped into my life. Suddenly, home didn’t feel so far away & shit has not been the same since. let me tell you 😂

gn x send sweet dreams

Sick 👍

I woke up this morning & cried. I’m not sure which part I’m even crying about at this point aside from feeling like being “gifted” is the opposite of a gift. I am dreading today. I have to make myself presentable for the family. Everything shower, nails, hair. Must look the part. This is my life. I hate everything & I’m tired of pretending I don’t. Anyways going to get coffee b4 I rip out of my own skin

I'm on Chapter XXX lol. update: I am scared, tired, confused. I'm not really a prayer person but I've been spending a lot of time doing that lately

Hi bby good mornin x I just got back from coffee, errands, & music run, but I wanted to check in & tell you to have a good day! I think it'll be quiet here, I'm mentally preparing for seeing my family next week lol. I hope that I get to see you & touch you soon. I think I might need it more than food or water atp. OK @MGMT! I've lived w/o my spouse and not a fan, I'd like her back now ty 💞😭

Another sunny day yay we love! hi b, good morn x yesterday was dumb. my food was bad & an amazon package came broken so I was like NOPE and went to bed after lunch lmao. I need coffee & get back to Love Island USA. Slacking on my part-time job over here. I had a really weird dream last night, a reoccurring one. But this time, it ended differently. I got out of the house. Taking that as a good sign 😘

good eve loml 💞 I am so exhausted. nm was going on today but I did go drive around the lake since it was so warm out! our AC works great btw, no issues keeping up! mysm x I hope you know that my confusion makes me no less proud of you. there is nothing I want more than to rest and be with you. you are home for me.

Going into another weekend a sad girl. I hope that one day (soon) I understand why you chose this for us. Every day we spend apart is one less day you’ll have with me in this life. lost time is the only thing we can never get back or make more of & there are days I grieve the reality of the months gone by. x miss u babe 💞 I hope I sleep most of the next 48 hours but my bed sucks w/o u.

Happy Fri b! I am not very well rested, too anxious 😭 so I went and got 2 hash browns and a coke to ward off any incoming headache & I’ll prob pass out for another couple hours. I’m okay bby don’t worry 💞 just missing u xtra. I somehow only miss u more months later. Thinking about having u home helps-ish 😜 get over here pls!

Good morn bub! 💞 well, afternoon ig lol. I woke up super early kinda nervous & then fell back asleep. now time for lunch and enjoying the sunshine. Tbh my main goal (outside chores) is catching up on Love Island so I figured I'd put an episode count below? for funzies and so uk where I'm at. If I had to pick I prefer UK, as all true fans do lmao

Epi count:
UK - 3
USA - 1

this is a really interesting read actually cuz you can just tell that CB is off? I theorize that she knew she was dying. Or in danger. Maybe not consciously but her writing is different. not the quality, the vibe. it adds another layer of mystery I'm having fun reading. hi b, I just took a nap lol I'm pretty well caught up on house stuff which feels nice! I v much want to do my nails today so I feel less gremlin lol

Happy Mon! hi bby good morn ☀️ I'm so glad we have AC heading into this summer, it's gonna be a hot one by the time next weekend hits. Love a hot summer tbh! currently dying at the UK athletes not being able to handle the USA heat on tik tok (we warned em lol.) agenda is coffee, shower, @ home chores. I'm making good progress while catching up on reality tv. mysm my sweet. BFFL x 😉🤞🏻😂

This lady might be the best technical writer I've ever read. And not like technology tech obvi. Not the most interesting, not the most imaginative, but her technical writing skills are insane. When I tell people that there are good and bad technical writers, and most writers now are technically bad, they look at me like I'm crazy. Because nobody in this country can read so nobody can write and here we are lmao

I am v sleepy tonight, I ate 2 donuts (I've been craving donuts for weeks) and leftover Garlic Crush rice so basically a balanced dinner lol. I miss you, come lay with me pls 💞 gn b x

Hi my love. Good morn 💞 sleep is weird, I hate my bed w/o u atp 😭 the only way you would lose me now is by not showing up v soon. That’s the first real step of forever (& of healing.) remember when u told me u were wary of my zodiac sign? I challenge u to find any other sign that rides this hard for this long 😂 loyalty and patience unmatched 😈 have a good day bby x

So you know I’m alive. Still here. Have a good day bub x miss u. 💞 I have come down with a “cold” & opted out of seeing my family this weekend. They don’t want to be honest with me so I guess I’ll make some shit up too lol! I am not having my aunt in our space I think tf not unless u wanna do an exorcism when u get here 😭 fuck dat shit I hope she reads this lmao

Good morn bby 💞 I’m awake! my anxiety is kicking my ass rn so I’m just trying to find literally anything to do to take my mind off of it. I woke up in the middle of the night and showered, maybe if I go drive around this morning and scream Lil Wayne lyrics I’ll be less scared? Worth a try. & always worth a coffee. Less go 😘 have a good day loml, get ur ass over here 😭

I'm really struggling today. the to do list is helping and I've gotten a fair amount done! my mom texted saying that my aunt (yes that one) and cousin are coming this weekend & want to see our place. I physically cannot lie or be lied to by these people any more. so I will be passing on that later this week. pls don't let me be wrong again b 💞 okay shower & then scrounging for something that sounds edible xxx

Ezell’s is ordered, trying to decide something to put on tv. I think I’m already behind on UK Love Island 😭 it’s gonna be an early night for me I think. I might throw on a movie if I make it past 8 PM, I’m old now apparently lol. I hope you had the best day bby, get some rest pls x 💞

gm x ☀️ happy Sunday bby! I have errands to run & things to clean today, I suppose I actually need to get my ass in gear lmao. So resting & reading this morning and then some progress on my to do list this eve. mysm, can’t wait to see u 💞

Hello gm! Hi bby 💞 I read some of this last night before bed. Premise of the story: Lucy moves from England to care for little girls attending school in the small town of Villette. We've just arrived to her new place of employment & reading last night just got me thinking again about our own future babies.

Well bby, they just 🔥 me. via email! effective immediately. I'm okay lol it helps that I know that's the worst thing they could have done 😏 that's the update. pls come get me lmao

Hi bub! Happy Tues! Ngl I thought it was Mon for a second and then remembered. Almost mid week 🎉 I am p good today other than I miss u a lot. But that’s a daily problem for me lol srry bby I am in fact going to be attached to you soon. Prepare to be annoyed now 😂 I can hear u being like “no I won’t” in my head lol

I'm home from the show, it was incredible! I'm still so glad I got to go. I just wanted to do an update before bed. I'm a sad girl tonight, processing. But I wanted u to know I was thinking about you before I fall asleep bby, I just want you home. I want this shit over 😭 gn xxx sweet dreams 💞 remember that I'm always with u, hold on for me!

Good Sun morn! 💞 hi loml, I hope you are having an okay weekend! I got a LOT done yesterday, I folded like 5 loads of laundry, made pasta salad, made muffins. Muffins were not my best so don't worry. Too fluffy lmao yes that is a thing if you overmix! not really with cake but def other pastries. smh. if u cannot tell I'm annoyed they aren't perfect lol