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Well, that did not go fantastically well. I don’t even know where that came from tbh 😂 I did not eat dinner. So. Takeout it is! lol

Guys. Really? Ya so, that also is not going to work on me. At least in large part because I’m not the one who might not be able to pass a psych eval rn 💀 Additionally, because we were worse 6/7 nights of the week when I was a teenager lmao. It was the trenches back then, I tell you. You know wtf I would not do again possibly even more than this? Middle school omg now THAT is a humiliation ritual. A bitch had braces & headgear (tg I did not have to wear that to school)—that’s why I’m funny btw lol but I do appreciate my teeth now!

I do not mean to sound callus ftr, I love her a lot. This bothers me. I txted her to make sure she's okay, I don’t like seeing her that upset. Truly. 🗣️ Can we wrap this shit up? Please? For the love of all that is holy?

Hi bub. Damn I wish you were here next to me to debrief 😭 I’m okay though, promise. I’m thinking about putting on a Halloween movie to kick off the spooky season vibes. Halloween has always made me feel safe & I love the 80s-90s nostalgia the whole season has, ya know? Tbd on movie selection. I can’t wait for this to be over. I will be grateful to have you home for every day of my life. And nights, also nights anyways gnnn x 💞

Hi bub, yesterday was very tough for me. This is basically just incomprehensible, & the amount I'm being asked to carry mentally and emotionally right now is fucking ridiculous. REMINDER THAT I'M UNPAID STILL BTW @ others. Like what the actual literal fuck. (Don't take unnecessary responsibility for that pls b!)

To be completely honest with you, being hunted for all of my life is far less of my concern in this moment than all of the fuck shit that's happening everywhere else, including in my own family. I would like to be looped in & debriefed.

Do NOT let these people kill themselves or leave the state by plane, train, car, or boat. Srs about the boat thing. I'm so fucking fr. We're not doing these little switcheroos they like to experiment with when life gets difficult for them anymore. NOPE. Use the islands, as I suspect we will need more secure/safe facilities. You know exactly what I mean.

Next time guys, let's maybe have a speedier contingency plan in place for when we catch the big bad wolf. AND for those who need to be immediately protected to not sit and wait alone in silence with this type of information. First of all, that's not even safe. Second of all, I don't like feeling like I'm playing catch up tbh. That is NOT @ my partner who I think may have been one of the only people attempting to ensure that 💞 With little/no experience, I should not be better than everyone (outside of a few real ones) at their jobs. tbh I have no desire to be, this is way too serious and that's why I am constantly asking you all to check in with experts on this. Can u imagine if I started a project & clients we're like "how do we do this?" and I was like "idk I was hoping you knew!" HELLO 😭 in my prior industry that gets u fired btw 💀

I am trying to cope with humor, if you could not tell. I miss you so much. Goal is to cry less today. I need to try to accomplish life tasks. I actually don't care if you go by Peanut Butter Cap'n Crunch, whatever makes you happy. I love that cereal lmao yours is not the morality I'm concerned about rn bby. It will be okay. Just get to me promise? Pls help me & teach me what you know. Come home xxx

I slept in today tg, so I'm off for a late coffee and quick errands! & I think I'm starting to be less undead! Actually I kinda feel like that one part of Fleabag (YouTube "fleabag looking too good" it's funny) when Claire looks really good on like the worst day of her life. I've had a lot of those lately, so if the only gift I get in this moment is not looking terrible finally? Huzzah for now. lol

FYI: message from my step-grandma today. Up to something or compromised. Eyes pls. She mentioned our babies by name. So. *deep sigh* Protect us pls @lady gods! 🫶

Hi my bby, good morning! I hope you slept okay, I went to bed v early & slept until 7 so that feels like a good sign 🥹 I really hope you are doing okay. If you’re feeling like me, I would imagine you’re tired, sad, and ready to come home. You have also carried all of this for much too long. The thought of seeing you is what is helping me put one foot in front of the other, one minute at a time. You need to remember that not everything about this situation is yours to carry okay? I will try to remember the same. It would super help if everyone besides us would do anything whatsoever 💀😂 I’m gonna go get coffee. I think about you every second of the day, please talk to me lots today! Also I really want to see that To Catch A Predator movie so adding it to the list, that may be a beneficial way to distract myself when I feel up for a public setting. Hope I don’t get mobbed at the theater…or maybe 😏 Rather than solving another 60-year-old serial killer case for the Ding Dong Apocalypse (acronym DDA moving forward) 😉 no no, it’s fine, nobody rush, we all love waiting on them. Just girly things! 💞 I’m separating out my good morning to you so you know these are delivered to different audiences lol. Coffee time xxx I’m with you always bub. 🩷 u

Notes on the chapter!
- I fear we will lose many people this weekend due to your incompetence. Y’all don’t see the storm winding up on the east coast? Uh huh. So here’s the thing. How this works (again) is that weather patterns and mental health worldwide are affected and extremely vulnerable until y’all do your fucking jobs. QUICKLY. It’s spinning out faster than you can control due to your inability to allow stabilization of the system.
- I live in a very comparatively safe area and ambulances were going by ALL DAY LONG yesterday.
- Again, I AM NOT BEING PAID. So I’m not even really speaking to you professionally, if I were it would be delivered differently. & not on Goodreads 🙄 The other employees who are should be, & won’t apparently (cuz I KNOW my father would have been crystal clear about all of this years ago! Where do you think I learned to stand up for myself?)
- Never in all my years of corporate has a project gone this badly btw. We would have been fired so fucking fast. Again, y’all need to be functioning at least as efficiently. YOURE THE FEDS WTF
- You want me professional? Pay up!
- I’m not understanding how you spend so much time learning that there are apparently no rules of the universe and we make all the rules and then are like, ah but time is a construct! We’re seeing how that makes no sense right? Okay great, now that everyone is looped in!
- I’m lethally calm which in fact is probably the worst possible sign for you all 💀
- I’ll let you know if any of your other agents are doing fuck shit this weekend & keep taking them out faster than you can clean up the mess! Top laser tag sniper score, bitch

Aw am I being a big meanie? Is this just so hard for you all? ☹️🎻 Yeah hope everyone has a great weekend! Enjoy drinks on the town!🖕🏻 #nodojacat

Quick update before bed: you did awesome today. Thank you for keeping me stable bub. I told you my family wasn't one to mess with 😉 the good guys! V strong, so you fit right in lol. Everything seems very calm before bed so I'm just waiting for you to crawl into bed with me. I'm so excited to see you, & I know there are hard things to talk through. Both can be true. I'm blessed to have found you, I searched for like, decades x

Movie: Leave The World Behind (I bet you've seen this one by now! thoughts?)
Food: Chick-Fil-A, sweet & sour sauce obvi!

gn bby 💞 talk to me while I sleep, when you're at the gym in the morning, etc. It helps me since you're better with the visual stuff

ty for the appt my 💞 x

How was family movie night, guys? Did we enjoy? lol She's the Man is a classic forever. The writing is just too funny, so many quotable lines

Hi bub, exactly right. I am you! But here's the thing I think we need an actual plan for the 3D. Any way we can make that happen this weekend? Meet me at the place we last were together. Do you remember? Tomorrow AM @ opening. Lmk if that works for you!

I'll keep updating as I try to relax tonight. How this works is that we find each other ASAP I think lol. I will not forget a single thing about you. I promise I'm watching all of your pages. Watch that YouTube video of me & my ex bestie if you need it! Repeat my name. I say yours out loud constantly. Gonna go eat dinner, will update you soon! 💞 I am not going ANYWHERE bby. I'm yours. Think about how long we've been locked in. We're like magnets. We're a match pair. Not giving up now! 😂

Good aft b! If you are wondering how I am doing today, emotionally okay but feeling very restless to get to you. I'm feeling worried about people I know, nobody close family-related but still, who wouldn't be? That does help me regulate though cuz if I am I know you must feel the same pull towards me. Same same, but different 💞

I got coffee but only slept like 5 hours or something so I'm gonna attempt to get stuff done around the house & chill. Laundry. That's all I do 😂 I'm just ready to be with you first and foremost, and then eventually my fam & other people who care about me.

You are reminding me about food. Yes yes, working on it lol. Are you taking care of yourself? & not just worrying about me? just checking. Movie options today are The Matrix, Freaky Friday, Despicable Me...among others. will update later x I miss you so goddamn bad.

the way you have done this is important for me to recognize. You have carried a difficult situation with such grace, intelligence, and class bby, truly I am so proud. I thought Grace was my name! 😉 You have done something for me that no previous partner has been able to do. I'm gonna stop talking about it or I'll start crying. tty fr so soon ♾️

Everyone else: tysm (esp to the girlies) for your kind words! As CX and I would say, "the ones who get it, get it!" CIARA, PAIGE 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 if y'all ever wanted to work in consulting, that's an option 💀 I'm still fairly confused about all of this but I see supportive posts & stuff when I have the energy to look lol 🫶

Hi bub, I'm calm I promise.

If you're telling me what I think you're telling me and she was conscious, it was a fantastic plan to get that BITCH out of the country. If she's hoping to keep all of her limbs!

I'm not actually joking, & it is a mistake when others mistake my grace for undeserved leniency. Good call, although I'm not sure it'll protect her. They were warned. ✌️🫶

I'm gonna go for a drive & try to grab food (ya lol good luck to me on that for the next forever.) Not mad at you at all, obvi. I'll check back later, talk to me while I drive pls x 💞

Hi bby, good morning. I’m awake. Not doing amazing tbh. Couple of ground rules to set for the day: the second I am feeling uncomfortable or watched, I’m leaving. I’m not doing this anymore with you fucking idiots. I will not be sitting through a 6-hour networking day that I’m not being paid for & hoping that somebody shows up, that’s ridiculous. I will not speak to anyone, especially in groups, without a lawyer present. MINE. (Once again, I do not want to go to ts)

I will also not be standing with ANYONE, of any form of relationship or blood relation, who intends to “make a deal” to cover up CSA, human trafficking, or conscious targeting & gang stalking. I do not care who you are to me. That’s certifiably bonkers. That includes anyone who is actively destroying evidence. Which I have now witnessed. I love my family, and I was raised, by most of these people in fact, to stand up for what is right. Something else is currently inhabiting their bodies, something that, for whatever reason, cannot enter me.

My non-optional “divine command” for all ding dongs today: TELL THE TRUTH

I miss you so much. Trying not to cry too much this morning xxx I really need support 💞 ilysm. you're how I'm grounded rn 😭

Hi bby good morning. I am not in the most fantastic of moods tbh lol. For reasons unrelated to us. I’m gonna go get coffee & listen to music so I don’t punch somebody before 8 AM! I miss you tons, ride shotgun pls x 💞 Here are my spicy thoughts.

- Wow! This Sting Operation was not well-planned for huh! Who exactly is in charge of any of this? Aside from this all being dumped on myself and my partner because others are incompetent? Again, I’M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THE EXPERIENCED ONE
- You all need to hire some cross-industry consultants and some of the tik tok girlies, they get cases solved in like a week. Probably would save you money, actually.
- Yeah no let’s all just sit and wait! Perfect!!! I feel that my anger is valid here 🙄
- Highly recommend some of y’all start listening to some true crime, actually maybe somebody SHOULD assign that
- @ System, in my humble opinion, it is taking far too long to see cooperation from the necessary individuals. Please increase discomfort & negative life consequences for those who engaged in intentional sex crimes, especially those involving children, until we begin to see REAL results. INITIALIZE OPERATION. Continue to hold the command for truth-telling. 👽🤝
- We are no longer running a bureaucratic waiting room when it comes to having proof of child trafficking. Got a whole ass agency of bystanders. Embarrassing.

Stream of consciousness notes for my bby

- NEW RULE: We are no longer classifying emotional abuse as a non-violent crime. Beginning now, and in some cases will apply retrospectively. Check the studies, it is a myth that it is any less damaging than other forms like financial & physical abuse.
- Gah damn. Lot of people going to prison huh! Hope everyone likes depositions!
- I’m personally enjoying the glamour magic wearing off and watching all those fancy degrees, titles, and money fall away. Some of us actually worked for what we have! 🫶✌️
- How many people do we have committing education fraud? Seems like kinda a lot!
- On my shit list for the day:
- Legal organizations that protect abusers
- Creepy neighbors
- Ivy League grads
- Ex boyfriends
- Although it does seem like everyone gets much more cooperative with a direct connection! Little harder to run your mouth to my face, huh?
- That’s okay you all probably won’t have mouths anymore! 😉
- Our babies are liking the grain-free! I was right! Less shedding, less watery eyes. The small one is less spazzy. I’m a genius, watch out lol (no but fr I’m glad they told me!)
- I’m currently eating onion rings and contemplating my future.
- How is your day b? You doing okay? x we’re locked in, talking to you all day long. 💞
- RHOSLC up next? I need to do something other than choose psychological violence lol