Rachael ༊·˚’s Reviews > This Winter > Status Update

...NEVERMIND I'm glad we're ending with Oliver's part :))

I put my arms around her and, after a few seconds, she leans on my shoulder.
“Fucking hate Christmas,” she says.
“No you don’t,” I say.
“I hate this one.”
“Everyone hates this one.”

...I'm scared for Oliver's part. I might actually bawl for that one 😭

And then there was that stupid night in October. [...] I asked him why he hadn’t broken up with me yet.
He looked at me like I’d suggested I wanted to die all over again and said, “I can’t just stop being in love with you.”
And then he cried and held me.
And that was that.

...aND NOW I'M CRYING TOO 😭

Winter is usually my favourite season, but Charlie's right – this winter has been the worst.

I feel so bad for Tori :/ Though I'm glad Charlie's at least trying.
...I think I will be bawling for Oliver's part :< I wonder how much he knows about what's happening, or if he's truly as in the dark as he seems to be.

Charlie and I have discussed at length how it is possible that Oliver can be at all related to us, since he's the literal embodiment of joy and we're both miserable fucks. We concluded that he must have got all of the happy genes.

I'm crying 😭 And... am a tiny bit tempted to re-try Solitaire, since I was probably a tad too young to appreciate it last time.