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“Nonageisimus, you hating me always meant more than anyone else in this hot and stupid universe loving me. At least I had your full attention.”

I am sobbing and not okay.

“You touched that letter and I- you know it was killing me twice that you weren’t there, right? You must know it was destroying me to be there in your body, trying to keep your thumbs on, and I could t even hear your damn voice?”

I AM UNDONE

“You’ve got two short minutes left before I punch you right in the butthole”

I actually can’t stop laughing omg

“…like she’d never put her hands on you, never made you want her…”
G meeting Ianthe in Harrow’s body and immediately getting filled with rage and jealousy. she wanted to kill her for hurting Harrow but then also for being in love with her because G is the only one who is allowed to be!

I AM DYING

“I didn’t look, and I barely touched you. Don’t get mad.”

she is so respectful I might die. so fucking cute she loves her so much

so basically chapter 45 can go fuck itself. Had me crying bro omg. Her having to explain to Ortus how Gideon died is so heartbreaking and still so fresh for her. This quote got me, “She had been outplayed by Palamedes Sextus, outgunned by Cytherea The First, undone by Gideon Nav.”
Then she screams. “She died because I let her! You don’t understand!”
my poor babies.

“Gideon, I was so dumb to think a tub of ancient freezer meat was my girlfriend. Please show me how to do a press-up. Also, I’m very obviously attracted to y-no, damn it, this is just sad…”

I’m in pieces.

“Harrowhark, I gave you my while life and you didn’t even want it.”

i’m not okay.

“You are gone. You’d left me behind. Inside you.”

AGHGHGHGHGG

“…reality went through me. Kind of like a big iron railing, now that I think about it.”

ARE YOU KIDDING ME