Nikita Love’s Reviews > State of Ruin > Status Update

Now I see her every single night when I close my eyes. And if I need a refresher, I just open them, and she’s right there, next to me. That’s enough—for now. But I’m still a Voss. And I always want more. So I won’t be entirely happy until I see her lovely features on our children’s faces, too.

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“Please, please will you marry me?” he asked, holding it up. “I can’t live without you, my darling. I don’t even want to try. And I promise you, I’ll spend the rest of my life loving you and supporting you and lifting you up. I just want to be in your orbit.”

Hes a SIMP 😭😩🥰🥰

“I think you have a beautiful heart,” she whispers into my ear. “And I think your parents have maybe guided you away from relying on it, and maybe you got a bit lost along the way. But now you’re seeing someone who can help you, and you’re feeling everything.” Her arms flex around my neck. “And that’s the guy I want to be with, a guy whose heart tells him how to live.”
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Tears spill from my eyes and slick my cheeks and leak into our kiss. “Hey,” she murmurs, “it’s okay.”
“It’s not, though,” I say brokenly. “Because I love you so much, and I thought I’d lost you—I thought I’d fucked up so badly that I’d never, ever get to see you again, and I just can’t believe this is happening, and I’m just—I’m having a hard time with it.”

OKAY I FORGIVE HIM😭

I am in a state of befuddlement. I hated him and now i dont. Im unwell.

No no no no no no NO
Dont you dare make me forgive this man!!!!!!

Am I such a self-obsessed, sociopathic asshole that it’s only through the perspective of other, regular people with actual moral compasses that I can calibrate it properly?

Apparently sir

Consider things from her perspective?? Thats literally everyone’s perspective of the situation you pretentious douche!?

“If you’d gone along with my proposed rate for sessions at my apartment, you would have made that money back already. I was trying to look out for you. I’m not completely devoid of morals. Of course I didn’t want you out of pocket.”

IS HE FORREAL?!?!??!?!

“My take is that this guy wants to keep you small. He likes things just the way they are, where he’s the hitter and you’re some nobody. And I don’t know about you, but that kind of relationship dynamic doesn’t work for me at all. It doesn’t work in the office, either, which is why I walked.”

BINGO