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Fav AM headline: "Diddy Head Injury From Prison Fight with Jamaican Drug Lord Dudus" 🤣🤝 my buddies! You all have heard what they do to child molesters in prison right? 💀 otherwise, not too much on the violence y'all, I do prefer trying alternate options first 🫡 goal is holistic growth, not (total) devastation.

couldn't agree more, babe. My mom just texted, she's okay but is dropping hints/worried about eating & safety. I really do seriously mean it when I say pls let's protect her. I am safer in some ways in this current transition because I live alone (for now lol). Think about the statistics of who is most dangerous to a married woman. but ya S/O to my parents for that good example fr, that has NEVER been our vibe. I always kinda wondered how I got lucky to come from a family that avoided it. I've never even seen either of my parents lit 😂 It's her current husband's vibe tho! 👀 henceee my requests. anyways, you get it bby. ty x

The UK really said “fuck it, we’ll do it” 🙃 mind you, these are the people that produced Prince Andrew, & many others…lmao yikes. & also thank you? I think? S/O Kate & Meghan lowkey, I have a feeling!

Ok no major updates. I'm gonna go watch a Zodiac Killer doc & look for more patterns, I'm anxious about my Mom, so feels like a safe way to deal with that. You approved in my head 😂 pls protect her, she's feeling it too. She can be critical at times (can't relate at all) but that lady showed up for my brother & me every single day, rain or shine, homemade lunchboxes through high school and all. She's also the only one of the older gen of our fam who was willing to try EMDR on her own when her kids gave her "feedback" lol 🩷

I want to be clear that I hold a lot of grace for what people did not know about or knowingly participate in. Nuance & context are important factors here, esp with the sensitivity of most of these topics.

mysm bby. I just want you here xxx you look absurdly good fuck off. okay gn lolol

Hi bby, yay it’s Fri! I woke up feeling okay this morning, I slept in a little. I just wanted to say that this is weird for me. There is nobody else I want. I drove around crying for a little bit last night thinking about all the years I didn’t have you and how much I never want that to happen again. No, I’m not being dramatic 😭 this whole “in my head” closed loop thing, is only okay because it’s only you. You have had my trust and love for so long, my 💞 I don’t need any more reminders of what living without you might be like. I want my match pair back 🫶✌️ the perfect fit! ok that’s all I wanted you to know how much ily this morning. Dropping a list of connections is scary for me, even though I know those people don’t hate me 😂 I miss you so much! Coffee time I think! & food is our main goal today okay? x update ya later bub